03-15-25 - FHM Morning Manna - Elder Vicky Baker

FHM Morning Manna March 15, 2025 - YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GaXQS5jnBmw Transcript: (00:01) good morning welcome to morning Mana hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah you know it's always a privilege it's always a privilege to get together no matter what Hallelujah and I will tell you that my favorite place is on the Pew believe it or not but once again um I'm up here and I love it too to be honest with you I just love the Pew better and and but we've to do things the Lord's way and I I had to say that that way because it's really what my message is about amen hallelujah can we pray father Yahweh I thank you for (00:41) this morning I thank you for this sabbath I thank you for the way you put your truth in us hallelujah will you shut everything down in me that doesn't belong to your message and let your message come forth today Father Hallelujah destroy all hindrances open up our ears open up our willingness open up all of us to receive all of you today Father Yahweh Hallelujah in the mighty name of Yeshua I pray amen amen amen hallelujah and just like that you f you find the presence of Yahweh just like that Hallelujah if you're not walking (01:25) every step in Yahweh when it gets to that point you realize hey I don't feel him start seeing seeking him start seeking him amen amen hallelujah I wanted to start my I andan we apologize for being just a few minutes late it wasn't much just a tiny bit that happens once in a while amen amen hallelujah I I'm so I was so excited to use this um Pulpit because I I actually don't know how these guys used the little one because I knew if I used it with my Bible and notes I would be chasing them all over the floor while I (02:05) was flipping scriptures and then we got the bigger one and I love it thank you Pastor V for getting it for us I won't be chasing my notes all over the place Hallelujah um I want to start out in 1 Peter chapter 4: 19 and what I'm talking about today amen is the strength First Peter chapter 4 verse 19 um is the strength we have when we stay close to Yahweh that's what my whole message is about today amen amen 1 Peter chapter 4 verse um 19 and I'm not even on the right page myself says this therefore let those who suffer according (02:53) to the will of Yahweh commit the keeping of their souls to him in doing righteousness as into a faithful Creator amen can I tell you it says this when we say oh I'm going through it I'm getting tore up I'm getting crushed you're making about yourself what you're doing is you're choosing to suffer and to be honest with you there's absolutely nothing wrong let me say that again when when God transforms me and I've got to grow and he's putting me through something and I'm saying oh I'm suffering or oh he's crushing me to make (03:44) me better the one thing I've got to realize is there's absolutely nothing what I'm saying is there's something there's there's something wrong but can I tell you something to choose yahweh's will even if it means suffering let me use another word now transforming growing up getting closer staying closer being refined Hallelujah you can call it suffering if you want to but I'm calling it making it to the Finish Line Hallelujah hallu so y always will even if it means all of this is totally different than our thinking of oh poor (04:35) me we can't have that we can't have it amen I didn't choose this message by the way I would have used I would have picked anything fun but I didn't have anything day after day after day and I even kind of went to bed with that pity party last night I ain't got a thing to say you're not opening up Heaven you're not giving me direction I've only got a few more hours left and went to bed with that attitude but that's okay he needed he knew I needed to lose some sleep over that attitude so he got me up at 2:30 this morning and gave me this message (05:10) you know what it was suffering when I was saying poor me but at 2:30 when he came upon me and said listen I got something for you to share that the whole story changed I should have never had the attitude in the first place amen hallelujah we're oh Hallelujah Don't Pity Me Don't Pity Me Oh sister Justine I ain't got a thing to say you know she needs to say get back in the prayer room not oh I'm so sorry get back in the prayer room Hallelujah get back on fire get burned up a little bit always carry the torch Hallelujah I don't want to hear (05:55) your poor me I want to hear you my great Yahweh my great good Mighty Yahweh Hallelujah we don't choose suffering we choose yahweh's will and that's the Walk we're on it's the victory walk amen you know what else we can't do we can't stop the transformation of our brothers and sisters just like the example I just used that I made up with sister Justina was you know I ain't got nothing to say and it's tick tocking away and times running out her response would have probably been uh go back to the prayer room and by the way on the (06:39) the while you're walking that way I'll be praying for you out here amen amen hallelujah we can't be the weight of the ministry because the weight of the world is going to try to hold on to us and we've got to be the strength and the mighty tower to hold them up that's right Hallelujah we can't keep being the question we've got to be the answer amen if others join our pity party with us when we suffer when we are coming out of false Doctrine into truth changing into a usable vessel they are still sidetracking us you can't do that you (07:24) can't do that I walked out of Mighty Ministries and by the way every Pastor I ever had never not one of them said oh you poor thing come on I I it was it's been a growing process my whole life but they never said oh it's a poor thing matter of fact the last person I'm going to with a pity party is a pastor I've had good ones amen hallelujah but we've got to get closer a true help comes from brothers and sisters who are transitioned they're transitioned to say get back in that prayer line get out of bed and go to work get out of bed and (08:04) read the word get out of bed and get outside in the sunshine hallelujah amen we've got some good answers amen we need those strengths of the Overcomers to rise up and overcome ourselves Hallelujah I was going to turn to Matthew 16 verse 26 and continue talking about this Hallelujah I got to get into the New Testament to do that though don't I Hallelujah Matthew 16 verse 23 amen hallelujah this message is about me it's about me I could have chose the pity party every day of my life but can I tell you something God's so good and (08:53) we're going to get there that he gives me a choice every day and I praise Yahweh for for that choice I praise Yahweh for that good sound choice that says I choose you today again I choose you today again Hallelujah you know in the toughest hardest parts of my life I spent two or three hours a day daily years solid recovering what a joyful walk of recovery amen what a powerful walk there wasn't no pity Hallelujah Matthew 16 ver 23 says but he turned and said to Kea you get behind me Satan anytime anybody wants to give me (09:47) pity I've got to say stop you know when my sister and I've told you so many times she got her Miracle she got her miracle in front of hundreds of people and that was our last trip she was going to die there was no no hope for her but after three years of watching her struggle with every breath of her life for her to be completely healed it was mindboggling to me I turned out to be the weak one I said hey sit down stop praising the Lord so much just take a break she said get behind me Satan pointed her finger right at her sister (10:24) that's speaking right here and said get behind me she said don't be my pity party you don't understand I waited I was we were planning my funeral I already talked to her boys wow it was over get behind me Satan don't you pity me don't you think I'm weak don't tell me I'm weak I'm strong don't tell me I'm broke I'm whole don't tell me I'm sad I'm happy Hallelujah hallelujah amen Hall a lot of things are said about father Yahweh out of pity it's a repetitive maneuver from trying to make a Brother's suffering suffering the changing the (11:22) growing the getting closer to Yahweh but people are saying oh you poor thing but can I tell you something if Sister Justina would have came up to me and said oh you poor thing I'll find somebody else to speak for you she would have been the crutch come on and I and I promise you this let's say she did you'll never hear a word out of yah away he don't have to talk he don't have to he don't have to listen to your your wrong pity party he don't have to listen to anything he's a good God at being silent he's a very good God at (11:59) being being quiet when his plan ain't coming along hallelujah amen one of his mighty strengths is quietness I should try it once in a while Hallelujah they think they get away with this oh look what I did I and and I'm she she's she's a good sport this morning look what I did I helped Sister Baker she was all had all this anxiety and couldn't do it so now she's sitting on the Pew where she likes to be and I got sister Smith up here preaching for I fixed everything but you didn't you added to the pity party did you you know how many (12:43) times Hallelujah get behind me Satan should be said I don't know how many times I've heard in every Ministry that I'm in something's wrong and immediately without them even saying the whole sentence the the brothers and sisters already got an answer I thought you ain't even heard the whole story yet and you ain't talked to God the answer listen there is Discerning there is powerful Walks With God there's times you're going to um have to be instant and spontaneous and by the way that's part of my message today you have to you (13:21) know I got a call from a broken boy of mine about six or seven years ago and he said hey My Buddy ain't got no chance of living he's been in a motorcycle wreck he's down there in Indianapolis I don't know where you are I said Bubba I'm about an hour away um he said will you go pray I said I sure will I didn't know what was going to happen but I had to stay close enough to Yahweh that I didn't have to ask him anything but I had to be his servant and I had to bring him into the situation I knew the hospital I went (13:55) around the back end of it and had to come through the main entrance and there's all the family and friends and um I went on up the elevator the back elevator and went to ICU and but before I did I want to I want to say something I while I was walking through the back hall to the entryway before I seen everybody Yahweh said this guy had a zero chance of living literally his heart was ripped ripped amen and Yahweh said he's going to walk out of there amen amen now I'm facing a big crowd a big crowd and I decided not to go around and (14:36) say hey he's going to make it he's going to make it he's going to make it he's going to make it I had to get to the heartbeat of this I went on up to ICU um I was well known there so they let me in and I looked at him and I thought I'm not doing anything yet and I went to the waiting room where his broken mother was I said come on get up on your feet and come with me come with me and pray for your son and it was a it was a hard walk for her and by the time I got her there I had to convince her that yahweh's word (15:14) is true that he's going to make it he's going to make it and then we went in there with full faith and we prayed and nothing happened that D but I told her I said I want to tell you something I don't play around I don't mess around if God don't say it I don't say it if he says it I say it he said he's walking out of here and I'm his body's broke it's broke his face is broke his collar bonees broke his arms broke his leg is broke and his heart's got a big rip in it in a place where it shouldn't even he shouldn't be (15:55) alive you know the end of the story he walked out of there he had the ability to walk out of there amen hallelujah but the thing is two things one I couldn't have if I wouldn't have stopped if I was so busy telling God how this was going to work out instead of being in a position of closeness in Intimacy in a love i' have never heard that message and also I could never make it about about me I could have went to everybody and said hey hey he's going to make it or I could have just walked in there with every bit (16:38) of Yahweh going through me and glorify him in a private room with a mama Hallelujah her pity party turned into a victory when I walked out of that hospital there was hope I picked up the phone and I called my boy who I I told just happened that because he's watched my walk he knew when I said it he was going to walk out of there he was a you know what he was I wasn't blowing myself up I knew he'd be a strength I know how he talks to people sometimes I know he can get some people out of the dirt he can get them out of the ditch he can get them (17:16) out of the pity and that's who we are that's what we got to be we've got to be the light that gets brighter and brighter and brighter and brighter and so be it we are Hallelujah hallelujah amen oh I love him so I love him so hallelujah amen but is it hard is it hard let's go to Luke 15 verse 10 things just because we have to transform and we've got to become every bit of a vessel that God can put his hand in US I've been using that um synopsis lately that that that's what we are we're just a glove and yahweh's hand (18:01) is in there there's nothing about us we're an empty vessel he's the fullness of it all amen we got to die so he can live in us but it's not all Gloom none of it's Gloom I just told you in the hardest part of my life I was in a pray prayer session for two or three hours every dayall I know what it's like to lose and and for to be destroyed destroyed but I refuse to give up the love of God I refuse to give up my praise I refus to give up my future I read the Bible and and I had hope and I still do amen Luke 15 I'm sitting here talking (18:50) and not flipping into my scripture I apologize that to for that Luke 15 verse 10 Hallelujah says this I say to you in the same way there is joy in the presence of the malachin of Yahweh over one sinner who repents can I say it in a different way I say to you in the same way there is joy in the presence of the Angels there's presence in in you you've got to get this presence of the Angels you've got to get in this presence of Yahweh you've got to get Hallelujah into the glory and can I and and I'm just going to tell you a (19:41) secret you don't have to be in the church building to get in the glory hallelujah amen there's Comfort there's comfort in this walk it's never left us it's never forsaken us our joy has never left us it's never forsaken us our strength has never left us our life has never left us hallelujah our pity is our choice amen hallelujah hallelujah he's a good god he's a good God I love him so Yahweh puts us through transformation to glorify him and him alone amen and our opinions just don't matter matter they don't matter Hallelujah I'm (20:32) so glad that day I walked in the hospital and prayed for him that I wasn't telling the Lord what needed to be done hallelujah he already knows he already knows amen he'll wake you up with them dreams you've been having I've never seen a Ministry come alive so fast and so hard as I have all of us this year including myself you've you've got off that pity party Road and got on the on the Holy Ghost Road amen I've seen people lately make decisions fully on the Holy Ghost alone amen driven by the Holy Ghost listen you can be in the Holy Ghost and (21:19) you can talk to him and he can talk to your spirit but there's a point of power when he will get to you and he'll make you make a decision that makes no sense whatsoever but you knew it came from the throne Hallelujah and then you've got to remember that your thinking is nothing and his opinion is it all hallelujah amen amen he's a great God he's got great plans for us he's got an eternity an eternity set up for us can we go to Genesis 22 hallelujah hallelujah verse 2 and three it says this and he said take now (22:03) your son I'm getting quick and not letting youall turn to your scriptures amen I apologize for that amen 22 verse 2 and three and he said take now your son your only son Isaac you know what Yahweh most certainly has the right to say that he gave his only son up he's never put me in the position to do that but glory to God to these people that were there's something special about them that they get to measure up to where some of the things that Yahweh went through he said I give it up I put him down but the reason was he had the (22:49) strength and the knowledge and the will to know that them bones are going to live again they're going to live again Hallelujah and if I had to sacrifice my son what more what more hallelujah hallelujah when yeh takes us through anything we depade I didn't even read this the scripture and he said take now your son your only son Hallelujah Isaac whom you love and go to the land of marah and sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains of which I will shall tell you amen so Abraham Rose early in the (23:35) morning he didn't debate it he didn't check his checking account he didn't ask his husband or his wife he he didn't have to check with work he didn't measure anything hey when it's time to go to that Feast run girl run Hallelujah my Bible tells me if you'll have enough Faith to get to it God's got enough um Provisions to supply your need and you won't take a loss that was a side I just went in the ditch but I'm coming back so Abraham rose up early in the morning and saddled his donkey and took two of his young men's service with him and Isaac his (24:18) son and he split the wood for the burnt offering he did the work and arose and went to the place which Yahweh had told him Oh we must be willing and actually move on command and Trust Yahweh I trust him I do I trust him Hallelujah I trust him with everything I got I believe in him I believe in him and sometimes he brings us through things just so we'll believe just so we'll believe and you know what he didn't make you to believe to be whole to just say look I fixed her he wants you to fix more and there's so (24:59) much more and it doesn't matter how old you are it doesn't how matter how much experience you have it doesn't matter how young you are all you have to be is usable and in love in love with Mighty Yahweh and the body of Christ Hallelujah we cannot weigh out our worth on the assignment this puts us in a position of competition with the plans of Yahweh way I don't have the money to go and Yahweh told me to so so am I measuring yahweh's wallet right now because when it's his command it's his wallet not mine that's right (25:48) hallelujah hallelujah that's right there are different paths that Yahweh chooses for all of us we're not all going through the same but every path we go down we must get to know Yahweh more and more deeply Hallelujah to the position that when turmoil comes Hallelujah you can shut your mouth and Yahweh will take you right through it he'll take you through it amen when everything's against you and Yahweh is for you there's no defeat none Hallelujah Hallelujah we must at the end of our Journeys have the same exact plan as (26:35) father Yahweh that means I can't carry mine over right you know he knows how to grow flowers better than I do they told me the the grapes that that They Carried back from Canaan land was so big I ain't never seen one have you guys seen one so big that takes two men to carry a bunch of grapes Hallelujah What They Carried back was a powerful message that said Yahweh is going to take it over Hallelujah he's going to give me this land you be brave and you be courageous Hallelujah if you ever read the book of Joshua you're going to (27:12) hear be brave be courageous be brave be courageous flip some pages be brave be courageous flip some pages be brave be courageous Hallelujah be full of my strength my truth my might Hallelujah it'll feed people more than the big bunch of grapes you could ever carry we're our our grapes that we're carrying right now it takes the whole Ministry to lift it up and carry it we've got the message Hallelujah in a fine time we are fire and we all we had to do is give up a poor me amen we've got to have his plan amen hallelujah going back to First (28:00) Peter I don't know why when we preach we can't stay in this if we're going to be in the same chapter why we can't do that and then go to the but we just split back and forth all the time first Peter Hallelujah chapter 4: 13 I think I was very close to that earlier Hallelujah but Rejoice oh Rejoice hey there's a time to hurt there's a time to be shocked then there's a time to be shocked in the truth hallelujah but rejoice in the fact that you are partakers of the messiah's suffering that when his glory is revealed you may also be glad with (28:51) exceedingly Joy oh can you imagine that day I think about it sometimes can you imagine doing the dance with yua Hallelujah but you know what's so crazy about it he's been waiting just as long he's been waiting just as long he said they made it they made it we carry the weight of the world on our shoulders right now they may have took a couple men to carry a a bunch of grapes but it takes this whole Ministry United United together to carry that weight amen when Yahweh has plans for you he will take you through all he needs to (29:38) take you through I've been through it all I'm G tell you I don't I could sit here all day he's not lashing out at you personally he wasn't lashing out at me personally but so he may use you and also because it gives us an understanding of what people go through you know the hardest person I had the hardest person I had to let go was the sickest person in my life and it was my mother my dad died my three brothers are dead my sisters are mental um and I got my mama and every six weeks I'm I'm I'm taking her to the hospital or she's (30:17) ending up there and I'm going in and I'm praying for her and she's coming home and I'm praying with for and she's coming home and I'm praying for her and she's coming home every six weeks and she said Vicki you're going to have to let me go but I couldn't do it I can't do it my mama broke her leg and I went to the hospital and they said Hey listen your mama broke her leg but her heart's doing good we'll fix it and then uh and we'll fix it in the morning and um I said hey I'll just take her home with me I had painted a room that day painted (30:54) one of the kids's room but I did not want my mother coming to my house and smelling paint so I said hey I got her tucked in and everything was fine amen and I knew everything was good and I said I want to go home and I want to open up the windows and put the screens in all these windows over here and let it air out so you're not going to feel these fumes in a few days when we get you home matter of fact we're excited Grandma's coming home but while I went home I got that call and said hey your mama's not going to make it (31:29) wow I didn't have time sister Kendrick to go put my hands on her and and and demand the word of God from the Bible I was too far away I walked in and she slipped away I had so you know I I had three doctors escort me out of the hospital to my car that day they fought this battle with me but this one time they were going to send her home with me again we were going to get her back on her feet again Hallelujah and it didn't work amen and I have no idea why I went there but I want to tell you something it was a transformation in me I had to (32:10) let her go but can I tell you something after she died I I remember one time and one time only I broke I just broke I said Yahweh I miss my mom I miss my dad I miss my brothers hallelujah it's awful lonely out here and I went to bed that night and in the morning my mother's voice woke me up and she said Vicky get up you got too much work to do in this world and I'm telling you get up you got way too much work left to do in this world you get up and you fight and you get out of your pity party and you go light this world up with yah always fire (33:00) hallelujah amen cuz they're waiting on you they're waiting on you we're carrying their bones it's it it it it'll be Mama time again but right now it's time to go to work it's time to go to work amen hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah I wasn't even going to say anything like that amen you know what Yahweh has plans for you and he will take you through all of that not lashing out at you personally not lashing out at me amen and by the way I want to tell you something he told me I've never shared this with anybody I took care of my parents I took (33:50) care of my um I I've done a lot of caretaking but when I put my mother in the ground I felt Yahweh say I let you have that I let you have that part of life where you take care of your mother it's a part of humanity it's a gift it's a gift of the children it's going to be a gift if you take care of your parents when they get old it's a big gi my kids know that now they're already fighting and I ain't even sick just stop it but you know what the thing is he told me and I can't dispute that with him I got to spend years taking (34:30) care of Mama and loving her the way that a portion of our humanity is supposed to go I came out of this whole thing lacking nothing and the only thing I got left to do is preach the word amen there's no pity party here it was just FASTT tracked Hallelujah if that makes sense but but you know what not only does he take us through things like that for that he also takes us through that so we can understand what other people are going through Hallelujah you got to understand it you can't just say shake it off that that's (35:14) not who we are and yes I'm saying from brother to sister that we've got to encourage each other by walking the ways of the of Yahweh but we also have to have compassion that's right I believe in compassion I believe in love I believe in helping people out if they fall down seven times wait for the eighth time and pick them up again Hallelujah but not because of a Pity because you know what it's like and you've got the strength and you've got the truth you've got the light you've already received the mercy because this (35:49) ain't about any goodness we do amen that way when we look at our trans formation from yahweh's view instead of our own our suffering turns into Victory he won't let us die he wants us to live and live abundantly hallelujah hallelujah I'm going to go to John 21 um hallelujah it's just who we are now John 21 verse 21 is a great uh scripture Hallelujah it says seeing him Kea said to yua but teacher what about this man hey this family has a lot of people in (36:54) their family what about them yua they've got moms and dads their brothers aren't all in the grave their mom and dad ain't dead they've got aunts and uncles all of mine died what about that that's what that scripture is saying it ain't about that it ain't about that you know what I got so many joyful memories in my brain and my heart I didn't grow up bad I used my dad used to come in the house and put my feet on his feet and dance with me all over the house don't think it was sad I I think about stuff like that I think about that day when I'm (37:40) pitching the softball game and my dad's standing at the end of the bleacher that's who we are we're coming back to it we're coming back to it I'm going to have a papa moment again I'm going to have a mama moment again but right now it's time to work and you know what you've only got so much time to work and you've got to put your pity down and put your boxing gloves on and let me tell you why because you're not going to get a second chance you don't get a second chance today you give it everything you got Hallelujah God's a (38:16) good God he loves you he loves the whole world and he can conquer it all hallu there ain't a problem too big there ain't a problem too big for my my father hallelujah amen amen hallelujah verse 22 says in this is we're still in John 21 verse 21 and 22 yesu said to him if I will that he remain until I come how does that concern you your concern is to follow me your concern is to get every character of me and every opinion of my father that's in me and help me transform this world you're a special people you're a (39:11) peculiar people you're a powerful people by choice and it's a daily choice and I want to win it every day you know in prayer every day I I said father don't let me fail you today I depend on him I don't depend on me I don't depend on what I know of the word I don't depend on the last preach I had I depend on Yahweh I adore the gifts he's given me in my life I do adore the knowledge of the Bible I've got I adore the pastors that preached the truth in me Hallelujah and the most powerful one of all is the one I serve under now matter of fact (39:50) he's the first person I've ever called Pastor in my whole life but you know what I can't play no more games I'm happy you got a big family and mine's all in the grave I still have that family I still have my mama I still have my dad you know when my brother was five years old I was born I told him I was his birthday present his whole life when I turned sweet 16 he turned the the mon Monumental 21 we had fun we worked together matter of fact we were tuck pointers I was the only uh my dad let me be a tuck pointer (40:36) we we would tucko together Hallelujah i i i there comes a point though that I stopped missing him I don't miss him anymore I have to celebrate all the life that they gave me and it's beautiful to me sometimes I makes me laugh out loud Hallelujah I can't celebrate their death anymore when they were so much of life to me Hallelujah and they wouldn't want me to we cannot try to alter yahweh's work in another Hallelujah I don't know all the answers before you have prayed and spent time with Yahweh our part is not to fix (41:30) everyone our part is to get them transferred into yahweh's plan and half the time we don't know what that is so let's stop telling people what their answer is when Yahweh already gave them the right answer amen hallelujah we can't fix something that Yahweh commanded to go another way you just Sid trct somebody hallelujah our work is to be correctly lined up with Yahweh when we are being used of Yahweh without our intentions and understanding we have let ourselves go and know that we depend on Yahweh and Yahweh alone (42:13) when I have no more opinion when I have no more intention when I don't have an agenda amen and that means when somebody's car is broke down or they need a ride your agenda ain't that big of a deal get in the car and go get them just go get them amen hallelujah somebody needs a hug go hug them Hallelujah and remember to be strong in our words if you're always going around you know if you're the negative person Hallelujah you're not being the light of the world you're being the weight of the plan Hallelujah I know this wasn't the most super (42:58) extraordinary message of them all but it's what Yahweh gave me and I wanted to share it with you and I wanted you to know that the biggest thing of all is when we let go all that stuff that says we can't do it his way and in other words we you have to be changed and get out of your rut and get out of how you've done it your whole life and get into his that we've got the most powerful bunch of grapes you'll ever ever ever Hallelujah Feed the World with and I believe it thank you so much for all your time Hallelujah God bless you and (43:39) have a happy wonderful Sabbath amen amen