Escaping Depression (The Nadibah Mind) through the Neshamah Mind Of The Spirit.

Escaping Depression (The Nadibah Mind) through the Neshamah Mind Of The Spirit. Chapter 1: Revolutionizing How You Handle Crisis 0:00 0 seconds I want to teach you tonight something that will revolutionize how you handle not just this crisis, but every crisis, 0:08 8 seconds every tragedy, every overwhelming moment for the rest of your life. 0:15 15 seconds And I'm going to pick up on some things I've taught you in the past, but today I want to add another element to it and 0:23 23 seconds help you understand even more. Now, I am no artist, but I'm going to try my best to 0:32 32 seconds demonstrate to you. That don't look like a human. That looks like an alien, but oh well. 0:39 39 seconds It is what it is. I couldn't have all the talents. Come on, my Lord. Praise the Lord. 0:47 47 seconds There are Look, he's got a big head. Hallelujah. 1:02 1 minute, 2 seconds This This one man, this one man, if you're not careful, you will only see one man. Chapter 2: The Five Apartments of the Human Experience 1:12 1 minute, 12 seconds Okay? Yeah, within this one man which is you and you and you and you and all of you and me. 1:20 1 minute, 20 seconds This man represents all of you. In this one man there are five 1:28 1 minute, 28 seconds areas or five apartments that you can live in. 1:36 1 minute, 36 seconds First, we'll start at the bottom is Nephesh. Chapter 3: Exploring the Nephesh: Basic Human Nature 1:41 1 minute, 41 seconds Yes, I've already taught you that one. 1:44 1 minute, 44 seconds The nephesh is what every human being is born as a homo sapien, 1:52 1 minute, 52 seconds a mammal, an animal. You okay? Okay. 2:02 2 minutes, 2 seconds Every human on planet Earth is born living in apartment number one. 2:10 2 minutes, 10 seconds That's where you were born. 2:13 2 minutes, 13 seconds Now, when you were born as Nephesh, if you were born into a drug house 2:23 2 minutes, 23 seconds or into a house of atheist or a house of uh ungodly people, 2:30 2 minutes, 30 seconds what you have next is something I've never taught you that I want to add to this today. Chapter 4: Introducing the Nadibah: The Trainable Conscience 2:39 2 minutes, 39 seconds And it's the Nadiba is the Hebrew word. N D I B A H. 2:47 2 minutes, 47 seconds Nadiva. 2:50 2 minutes, 50 seconds Let me explain to you what the Nadiba is before we move up the line. 2:58 2 minutes, 58 seconds When you realize that every human being on planet earth 3:05 3 minutes, 5 seconds is born with uh let's go and read the verse Proverbs 19:E6 3:12 3 minutes, 12 seconds and I'm going to show you today how to overcome every overwhelming moment in your life. 3:20 3 minutes, 20 seconds Proverbs 19 and6. 3:24 3 minutes, 24 seconds Many seek, let's stand for the reading of the word. 3:30 3 minutes, 30 seconds Many seek the favor of a generous man or prince. 3:38 3 minutes, 38 seconds Underline that word prince or man. 3:43 3 minutes, 43 seconds There's a Hebrew word there for man or prince that is different 3:49 3 minutes, 49 seconds than almost all other words. It's nadiva or the root word from which it comes which is uh navided. 3:59 3 minutes, 59 seconds So mark that word and study it with me. 4:03 4 minutes, 3 seconds And every man is a friend to him that gives gifts. 4:09 4 minutes, 9 seconds You may be seated. 4:13 4 minutes, 13 seconds The Hebrew word there is nadiv n in a di when it comes to a man that gives 4:22 4 minutes, 22 seconds generously or a good man shall we say. 4:27 4 minutes, 27 seconds It doesn't use the word nephesh for a good man. 4:32 4 minutes, 32 seconds It doesn't use kaya or any of the others. It uses nadiv or nadiva. 4:40 4 minutes, 40 seconds Why is that? There is a part of you, your nadiva 4:47 4 minutes, 47 seconds or your navided which is trainable. 4:56 4 minutes, 56 seconds The nephesh is not a giving person. 5:04 5 minutes, 4 seconds A nephesh is like an animal. 5:07 5 minutes, 7 seconds They wake up. What am I going to eat today? 5:11 5 minutes, 11 seconds What am I going to do today? What can I do for myself today? That's how every human being is born. Me. The way of get. 5:23 5 minutes, 23 seconds Everyone you'll ever meet in your life is nephesh. 5:27 5 minutes, 27 seconds Now there is a part apartment number two that is trainable to make you a generous person. 5:40 5 minutes, 40 seconds The verse we just read, every man is a friend to someone with a nadiva. 5:48 5 minutes, 48 seconds What is nadiba? The animal that had a good mama and a good daddy that taught them to help the poor. Chapter 5: Nadibah vs. Nephesh: Goodness, Conscience, and Conditioning 5:57 5 minutes, 57 seconds taught them to uh, you know, give Salvation Army $1,000 every once in a while. 6:05 6 minutes, 5 seconds That taught them if you see somebody broke down on the side of the road, stop and help them, right? 6:12 6 minutes, 12 seconds And that is the part that the vast majority of creation is. They're 6:21 6 minutes, 21 seconds operating out of their nadiva, which is the good. How many's ever heard 6:28 6 minutes, 28 seconds someone say, "I'm a good person." Well, of course you are. You've been trained. You had a mama that would wash your mouth out if you said the f- word. 6:39 6 minutes, 39 seconds Or you that nephesh had a bridal put on it. Amen. 6:45 6 minutes, 45 seconds However, that is the most deceitful part of a human. 6:57 6 minutes, 57 seconds The word nadiva means in Hebrew to convince 7:06 7 minutes, 6 seconds or to impel or to convince. 7:12 7 minutes, 12 seconds This is the part of you that an animal does not have. 7:19 7 minutes, 19 seconds This is the part of you that can be convinced to do good, to be a good boy. 7:30 7 minutes, 30 seconds It can override, watch this carefully, your flesh, your nephesh. 7:38 7 minutes, 38 seconds It can say, "Uh, have we checked on the elderly this week? Did we go to the nurse? That's all stuff we learned from mama. 7:47 7 minutes, 47 seconds That's why the Bible said if you have a believing parent, they sanctify the child. 7:54 7 minutes, 54 seconds Doesn't mean the child is saved. It means the child is set apart to be a good boy. 8:01 8 minutes, 1 second Okay. Now, what happens sister Sarah to the nephesh that is born in a world of liberals? 8:13 8 minutes, 13 seconds born into a world of no fear of God. 8:17 8 minutes, 17 seconds They are never able to overcome their very lowest nature. 8:25 8 minutes, 25 seconds All right. 8:26 8 minutes, 26 seconds Now, we'll come back to the Nadiva in a few minutes. It is your conscience. 8:33 8 minutes, 33 seconds This is the part of you that Yahweh says you're without excuse because you have a nadiva part of your consciousness which is trainable. 8:43 8 minutes, 43 seconds So you can't come and say I'm a murderer because I'm nephesh when that nephesh is trainable with the nadiva. 8:53 8 minutes, 53 seconds However, the nadiva can govern your animal impulses. That's right. You do not need 9:02 9 minutes, 2 seconds the Holy Ghost to not have an affair. You don't. 9:09 9 minutes, 9 seconds You just need an a diva. You just need a conscience. 9:14 9 minutes, 14 seconds You don't need the Holy Ghost to go to church every week. Mama told you to do it. It's the right How many's ever heard? 9:22 9 minutes, 22 seconds It's the right thing to do. 9:26 9 minutes, 26 seconds Everyone, you know, if they're a decent person, is operating in apartment number two. Chapter 6: Limitations and Risks of the Nadibah Mind 9:33 9 minutes, 33 seconds They're not bad people, but they don't need the Holy Ghost to be a good person. 9:38 9 minutes, 38 seconds Nobody needs the Holy Ghost. I know some Muslims that are wonderful people. They pray five times a day. 9:46 9 minutes, 46 seconds Nothing wrong with them. They They got some crazy beliefs, but it's okay. 9:52 9 minutes, 52 seconds They think it's the right thing. Mama trained them to do that. 9:57 9 minutes, 57 seconds Your biggest battle in this life will be against your Nadiva 10:05 10 minutes, 5 seconds because that will convince you if it was good enough for mama, it's good enough for me. 10:15 10 minutes, 15 seconds Amen. That will convince you, well, they're good people. That's a good person. 10:21 10 minutes, 21 seconds and they don't keep Sabbath. They're good people. 10:26 10 minutes, 26 seconds So, the NABA helps you govern your animal impulses. Now, pastor, what does this have to do with Charlie Kirk? I'll show you in a minute. 10:36 10 minutes, 36 seconds Thank you. 10:37 10 minutes, 37 seconds Because the NADA will help you make rational, moral decisions. Do you know 10:45 10 minutes, 45 seconds some of the best people I know don't even go to church? 10:48 10 minutes, 48 seconds I'm serious. Now, they did growing up, but they saw so much junk, it turned them against it. 10:56 10 minutes, 56 seconds But they're still good people. Do you know that my grandmother told me that if it were not for sinners, they couldn't have paid the bills of the church? 11:08 11 minutes, 8 seconds Because the sinners would bring their tithe. You know why? Because those sinners were good people. They knew to give tithes to the church. 11:16 11 minutes, 16 seconds They knew to help the church. 11:19 11 minutes, 19 seconds However, if you're in that level, you will believe that that is good enough. 11:30 11 minutes, 30 seconds You will believe that because you've been trained not to be an animal that you're all of a sudden godly. No, no, no. You're goodly. 11:42 11 minutes, 42 seconds You're goodly, not godly. Godly comes in apartment number three. 11:52 11 minutes, 52 seconds The nama mind is apartment number three. 12:00 12 minutes Now this is still not a holy mind. 12:05 12 minutes, 5 seconds It's not holy until it's in union with the father. 12:09 12 minutes, 9 seconds But this is the set of antennas that get placed on top of your Nadiva Chapter 7: From 'Goodly' to 'Godly': The Third Apartment 12:17 12 minutes, 17 seconds mind that will suddenly start reaching for the other side where the Kaya mind and the uh Yak mind all operate. 12:29 12 minutes, 29 seconds Apartment number four and apartment number five, the number of freedom, jubilee. 12:41 12 minutes, 41 seconds Now, the NABA mind shows kindness and generosity 12:51 12 minutes, 51 seconds as long as you're kind and generous to them. 12:59 12 minutes, 59 seconds Elder Su, everyone you know lives right there. 13:05 13 minutes, 5 seconds It's the most deceptive place in the world. God can do more with these people than he can with those. 13:20 13 minutes, 20 seconds Why? Because those people are good people. They don't hurt nobody. 13:26 13 minutes, 26 seconds Well, why don't we just give you a hand for not hurting nobody? That comes from just home training. 13:35 13 minutes, 35 seconds Okay. 13:37 13 minutes, 37 seconds The NABA mind gives us order and civilization. It keeps us all from stealing from one another. You don't 13:44 13 minutes, 44 seconds need the Holy Ghost not to steal. You need mama's belt. That's all. That's all. 13:51 13 minutes, 51 seconds You don't need the Holy Ghost for that. 13:57 13 minutes, 57 seconds You need the Holy Ghost to help you know. You don't need the Holy Ghost to not kill nobody. 14:04 14 minutes, 4 seconds But you do need the Holy Ghost to help you know that talking about your sister is killing her. 14:12 14 minutes, 12 seconds You'll start moving into another mind. 14:17 14 minutes, 17 seconds Now the NABA responds with empathy and compassion. Amen. 14:25 14 minutes, 25 seconds But here's what the Nadiva cannot do. 14:30 14 minutes, 30 seconds It can never connect you to Yahweh's will. 14:34 14 minutes, 34 seconds You can never get from apartment two to apartment five ever without Nama mind. 14:43 14 minutes, 43 seconds How do we get the nama mind? When we are baptized in the name of Yeshua the Messiah, the 14:52 14 minutes, 52 seconds Bible said you shall receive the ruach kodesh or the holy mind or the nama mind 15:03 15 minutes, 3 seconds of God is promised to you in the waters of baptism. Chapter 8: The Cayah Mind and Its Role in Spiritual Growth 15:13 15 minutes, 13 seconds Now, let me show you a problem today. Pastor, I was baptized. 15:22 15 minutes, 22 seconds Excellent. 15:23 15 minutes, 23 seconds You made the same mistake that apartment number two makes. 15:30 15 minutes, 30 seconds You didn't reach for apartment number four. Oh, yeah. See, you thought because you were baptized in the Holy Ghost that 15:38 15 minutes, 38 seconds you're now a godly person. The baptism of the Holy Ghost don't make you godly. 15:46 15 minutes, 46 seconds It leads you to truth that makes you godly. 15:55 15 minutes, 55 seconds That's why you know so many Holy Ghost fil people that's not godly. 16:01 16 minutes, 1 second They were baptized. They spoke in a heavenly language. Oh, they they they shouted and ran and the next day they running you down. See, you know why? 16:11 16 minutes, 11 seconds Because some church told them, "Hallelujah. Congratulations. You got the Holy Ghost. 16:18 16 minutes, 18 seconds Baby, you didn't get nothing until it gets you." You understand me? 16:27 16 minutes, 27 seconds [Music] 16:31 16 minutes, 31 seconds These people get stuck here. These people get stuck here. 16:37 16 minutes, 37 seconds Okay. Now without the nama mind you can never overcome the deception of the nadiva mind. 16:50 16 minutes, 50 seconds You know the verse of scripture I believe it's uh 16:58 16 minutes, 58 seconds thought I had it I don't. The Bible said that the heart of a man is desperately wicked. 17:08 17 minutes, 8 seconds What is the heart of a man? Nadiva, that's the What is the heart? The mind. 17:15 17 minutes, 15 seconds The spirit of a man is desperately wicked. You can't trust it. Chapter 9: Beyond Goodness: Godliness and Spiritual Truth 17:21 17 minutes, 21 seconds You know why you can't trust it? Here's why. You listen to me carefully. There's not one good person. You know, 17:30 17 minutes, 30 seconds there's not one that's not being good for selfish gain. 17:42 17 minutes, 42 seconds can't trust good people. 17:47 17 minutes, 47 seconds They're good as long as you're good back. 17:54 17 minutes, 54 seconds As long as we have no misunderstandings between us, they're good as long as you're good. 18:01 18 minutes, 1 second They're they're good as long as somebody notices how good they were. Oh, come on now. 18:09 18 minutes, 9 seconds They're good as long as it's paying. 18:13 18 minutes, 13 seconds This mind is the most selfish mind. It's kin to the nephesh. It is all selfinterest. And the money they give to 18:22 18 minutes, 22 seconds the Salvation Army, it's only for a tax write off. Come on now. 18:32 18 minutes, 32 seconds Everything in both worlds is selfish. 18:37 18 minutes, 37 seconds Oh yes, they go to church. But do you know why? It's not to come to apartment number five. It's so the whole world 18:46 18 minutes, 46 seconds they can put on their resume what church they're a member of. It's all for them. 18:54 18 minutes, 54 seconds Oh, I'm a member down at I got I understand. I'm a member at First First Cemetery. I'm a See, that makes you feel good. 19:07 19 minutes, 7 seconds But when you come into a group like this that don't know what we're a member of, we're just trying to follow truth wherever it leads us. That's a whole 19:16 19 minutes, 16 seconds different mindset, honey. That don't benefit us at all. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. 19:24 19 minutes, 24 seconds Not in the flesh. Anyway, let me show you the Nadiva mind. Proverbs 16:25. 19:32 19 minutes, 32 seconds What does this have to do with Charlie Kirk? You hang tight. I know when I'm going somewhere. 19:40 19 minutes, 40 seconds I never drive without setting my GPS. Proverbs 16:25. 19:49 19 minutes, 49 seconds There is a way that looks right 19:56 19 minutes, 56 seconds to man, but the end thereof are the ways of death. Somebody point to 20:05 20 minutes, 5 seconds an apartment. Tell me which apartment that verse is talking about. Number two. Number two. 20:12 20 minutes, 12 seconds There is a mind in a man that thinks he's doing the right thing. I'll give you an example. 20:18 20 minutes, 18 seconds Pastor, ain't it good that we're going to church on Sunday? At least we're going to church. It's a good thing. Chapter 10: The Problem of Self-Righteousness and True Authority 20:26 20 minutes, 26 seconds The heart of a man is desperately wicked. He will talk himself out of truth because of that Nadiva mind every single day. 20:39 20 minutes, 39 seconds That Nadiva mind will tell me, "Pastor, I'm not sending my tithes to you because 20:46 20 minutes, 46 seconds I'm helping my neighbor that needs some financial help." That Nadiva mind, that's a good thing you're doing. Oh, 20:52 20 minutes, 52 seconds and it seems right unto man, but it's anti-word. The tithe belongs to the ministry. 21:05 21 minutes, 5 seconds But you're in the deep mind. 21:07 21 minutes, 7 seconds will say, "Well, let's just give 5%." Baby, I don't care what you give, but if you're going to operate in apartment number three, four, and five, you got to 21:17 21 minutes, 17 seconds come out of a way that seems right to a man. And it's got to be right with the 21:25 21 minutes, 25 seconds word. The final authority is not your Nadiva mind. It is the will of Yahweh. 21:33 21 minutes, 33 seconds Apartment number five. 21:42 21 minutes, 42 seconds I'll tell you something else. Watch this. Now, I might as well meddle a little bit. 21:48 21 minutes, 48 seconds In apartment number two, you see somebody leave the church. 21:56 21 minutes, 56 seconds Seems like a good thing to try to go talk to them and get them back. 22:03 22 minutes, 3 seconds But my Bible said, "Mark them that cause confusion and have nothing to do with 22:11 22 minutes, 11 seconds them." Now, in your NABA mind, that doesn't make sense. And that's why it's 22:19 22 minutes, 19 seconds desperately wicked. It will argue against the word of Yahweh every time by 22:26 22 minutes, 26 seconds saying, "I just want to be a good person. 22:36 22 minutes, 36 seconds One day you'll want to be a godly person. And there's a vast difference. 22:47 22 minutes, 47 seconds The human mind is God's greatest enemy. 22:53 22 minutes, 53 seconds It's the only thing that even Yahweh cannot change. 23:01 23 minutes, 1 second That's right. God can create a son. He cannot create right thinking. 23:08 23 minutes, 8 seconds Yes, sir. Amen. 23:12 23 minutes, 12 seconds The only thing Yahweh cannot create is good character. That's it. 23:18 23 minutes, 18 seconds He can't. He has a tool that he created called Satan and time to do it with. But 23:26 23 minutes, 26 seconds you have to surrender to that. You have to submit to that or even God cannot change your way of thinking. 23:36 23 minutes, 36 seconds I'll prove it to you. Can I prove Can I prove it to you? 23:41 23 minutes, 41 seconds I think I'm going to go on a Charlie Kirk tour. Prove me wrong. Can I prove it to you? See this book? 23:49 23 minutes, 49 seconds It says the seventh day of the week, which is Saturday, is holy unto Yahweh. 23:57 23 minutes, 57 seconds You are to do no survile work on that day, and you're to have a holy convocation on that day, which is a church service. 24:06 24 minutes, 6 seconds Guess what else it says? You're to do this forever. 24:11 24 minutes, 11 seconds Oh, I know. I know that's what it says, pastor, but but you know, we've just been doing it this way. You get out of that nadiva mind. Chapter 11: Battling Deceitful Thinking with the Holy Mind 24:21 24 minutes, 21 seconds One day, you've got to quit arguing with the word. 24:27 24 minutes, 27 seconds Well, Jesus is my Sabbath. $10,000. Show it to me. Amen. 24:34 24 minutes, 34 seconds $10,000 from the people's bank into your bank account. Show me where Jesus ever said one time he was replacing the Sabbath or he was the Sabbath. Show it to me. 24:46 24 minutes, 46 seconds Oh, pastor. He said, "Come unto me and I will give you rest." He also said, "I will give you a crown of life." I don't have that yet. 24:57 24 minutes, 57 seconds bunch of dummies. 25:01 25 minutes, 1 second He also said, "I will give you Yes, he will. When that time comes, you're going to have rest in the millennial reign 25:10 25 minutes, 10 seconds when all the earth will cease from troubling, and the wicked shall be no more." 25:20 25 minutes, 20 seconds But people grab for those scriptures because they want to feel good about themselves that they're not doing anything wrong. 25:32 25 minutes, 32 seconds A woman will come to me and say, "Pastor, how should I dress?" You don't want me to tell you. You really don't. 25:41 25 minutes, 41 seconds You want me to tell you what you wear and looks fine. Right? 25:45 25 minutes, 45 seconds Why? Because every man is right in his own eyes. 25:51 25 minutes, 51 seconds So when I take you to that Torah that you claim to love so much, you bunch of Torah thumpers, 25:58 25 minutes, 58 seconds you miss the one part of Torah. And what's so funny to me is the churches I grew up in that believes the Torah has done away with, this is their only verse about women not wearing pants. 26:12 26 minutes, 12 seconds The one that Jesus did away with. Well, you got to figure it out. either he did away with it or he didn't. And I don't believe he did 26:19 26 minutes, 19 seconds because the only place in the Bible only that talks about women's clothes is in the Torah. 26:28 26 minutes, 28 seconds It says a woman shall not wear anything that looks like a man. 26:37 26 minutes, 37 seconds Now, you know what a good person will say? Oh, I know, but my skullwearing jean back pocket is made for women. 26:48 26 minutes, 48 seconds Listen to me. I don't care what you do. 26:50 26 minutes, 50 seconds I'm going to tell you the truth. I'll lose I don't care. I done lost so many ties. I don't care how much more I lose. 26:55 26 minutes, 55 seconds You understand? I'm going to stand before Yahweh with what I preach. You understand? 27:02 27 minutes, 2 seconds I lost $100,000 in one week a few weeks ago. You think I care? Hallelujah. 27:09 27 minutes, 9 seconds There's not a bill here Yahweh doesn't pay. Chapter 12: Truth vs. Conscience: Moving Into Higher Minds 27:13 27 minutes, 13 seconds But you're going to hear the voice of truth. It's funny how we love the voice of truth from a dead man, but won't listen to it from a living man. 27:27 27 minutes, 27 seconds [Music] 27:30 27 minutes, 30 seconds There's some of us still alive and we're still telling the truth. 27:37 27 minutes, 37 seconds [Music] 27:43 27 minutes, 43 seconds There's something else this mind will not do for you. It cannot give you everlasting joy. 27:53 27 minutes, 53 seconds It gives you emotional joy. 27:56 27 minutes, 56 seconds Every drug addiction is rooted to the Nadiva mind. 28:03 28 minutes, 3 seconds The moment America is living in right now is connected to the Nadiva mind. 28:13 28 minutes, 13 seconds It's a mind that dares to ask God why. 28:22 28 minutes, 22 seconds When you move into this mind, you say two words. The Lord giveth. 28:29 28 minutes, 29 seconds The Lord taketh away. Blessed be the name of the Lord. That's godly. That's godly. That's godly. 28:42 28 minutes, 42 seconds I started writing a song. I need to finish it last week when Charlie died. I It went like this. 28:48 28 minutes, 48 seconds I don't need all the answers because I have truth. 28:59 28 minutes, 59 seconds I don't need to know what I don't know as long as I have you. 29:11 29 minutes, 11 seconds I don't need you to explain the reason for my pain. I'm going through. 29:21 29 minutes, 21 seconds I don't need all the answers when I have the truth. 29:31 29 minutes, 31 seconds Amen. Praise the Lord. It's so true. 29:38 29 minutes, 38 seconds The human mind is the enemy of God. 29:42 29 minutes, 42 seconds It will never let you escape the cycle of depression and fear. 29:51 29 minutes, 51 seconds I'm going to say something now that may not settle well with you. 29:56 29 minutes, 56 seconds It is impossible to live in this mind, this one, or this one and ever be depressed. 30:07 30 minutes, 7 seconds It's impossible. It's impossible. 30:10 30 minutes, 10 seconds [Music] 30:11 30 minutes, 11 seconds It is impossible. 30:14 30 minutes, 14 seconds And I'll teach you why in just a few moments. Do you know why you get discouraged? 30:24 30 minutes, 24 seconds Cuz you're living in apartment number two. 30:30 30 minutes, 30 seconds Apartment number two is looking at what you see like all humans do. 30:39 30 minutes, 39 seconds Apartment number two says, "My bank account ain't looking too right." Apartment number three says, "I once was 30:46 30 minutes, 46 seconds young, now am old. I've never seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread." 30:56 30 minutes, 56 seconds And if you're in apartment number three, I can't ever see you discouraged. 31:03 31 minutes, 3 seconds You have never, nor will you ever see me discouraged or depressed. I'll tell you why. Oh, even though my enemies surround 31:10 31 minutes, 10 seconds me, they come upon me to eat up my flesh. Uh, in this will I be confident that the Lord is my light and my 31:19 31 minutes, 19 seconds salvation. Whom shall I fear, of whom shall I be afraid? 31:29 31 minutes, 29 seconds Though 10,000 come on my left side and 20,000 on my right side, I will have no fear. 31:47 31 minutes, 47 seconds This man told Charlie Kirk, "Be careful. 31:50 31 minutes, 50 seconds Don't go out there." This man said, "What are you waiting for?" Yeah. Chapter 13: Overcoming Depression: Choosing Your Mindset 31:59 31 minutes, 59 seconds The human mind says you need to go packing. 32:02 32 minutes, 2 seconds The third mind says I am Michael Gabriel. I'm packing. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. 32:12 32 minutes, 12 seconds Hallelujah. 32:16 32 minutes, 16 seconds Somebody said, "Yeah, but look at him now. He's dead." No, we don't have a dead man. We've got a martyr. We've got a weapon. We've got a tool we never had. 32:24 32 minutes, 24 seconds Our generation has a giant. 32:35 32 minutes, 35 seconds You'll spend your whole life trying to overcome the Nadiva mind. 32:39 32 minutes, 39 seconds your conscience because your conscience, listen to me, your conscience 32:47 32 minutes, 47 seconds will never convict you ever because you can adjust your conscience. 32:58 32 minutes, 58 seconds Your emotions. 32:59 32 minutes, 59 seconds Oh yeah. You can decide that what mama taught you was out of date. Oh yeah. You can adjust your conscience. 33:07 33 minutes, 7 seconds There's only one thing that cannot be adjusted, and it was written in eternity past. And you will run into it every day 33:17 33 minutes, 17 seconds of your life until you quit adjusting. 33:24 33 minutes, 24 seconds The voice of Elijah said, "There's no room for compromise. None. 33:33 33 minutes, 33 seconds As long as you are a good person, you are not godly. 33:41 33 minutes, 41 seconds Now, I thank God we've got a world full of good people. It's a lot easier to live here. 33:49 33 minutes, 49 seconds Now, Tyler, unfortunately, that killed Charlie Kirk wasn't even operating in an Adiba mind. 34:00 34 minutes He was furblown. nephesh with no guiding principles. No one in their right mind. 34:06 34 minutes, 6 seconds No one no one can do. And see that's where mental illness comes in. It takes you out of your even your nadiva mind 34:15 34 minutes, 15 seconds and it brings you back to your animal nature. Hallelujah. 34:25 34 minutes, 25 seconds The nadiva operates on human wisdom. 34:30 34 minutes, 30 seconds I have a lot of good people that I love that love me. 34:36 34 minutes, 36 seconds Always say, "Pastor, you know, your vocal cords just just quit preaching so loud. You You don't understand. I'm going to preach till the 34:44 34 minutes, 44 seconds last cord pops. You understand me? I I I'm just I can't be human. I I'm so sorry. But I know the God that called me 34:53 34 minutes, 53 seconds is the God that will keep me. And the God that commissioned me is the God that covers me. 35:04 35 minutes, 4 seconds Now, there's nothing wrong with that. 35:06 35 minutes, 6 seconds That's human wisdom. That's a good thing. Protect your voice. 35:11 35 minutes, 11 seconds Nothing wrong with that. Good, sweet people. 35:15 35 minutes, 15 seconds But I've got to operate on a higher dimension where it says, "Lift your voice like a trumpet. Cry aloud. Spare 35:22 35 minutes, 22 seconds not. tell my people uh of their sin. Uh good God, I feel uh the 35:31 35 minutes, 31 seconds [Music] 35:36 35 minutes, 36 seconds hallelujah. 35:39 35 minutes, 39 seconds [Music] 35:42 35 minutes, 42 seconds You got to get into that third mind. 35:49 35 minutes, 49 seconds The baptism of the Holy Ghost will get you started. Hallelujah. 35:55 35 minutes, 55 seconds Turn to your neighbor and say, "You got to have the Holy Ghost. 36:00 36 minutes You got to have it." Now, now I'm going to say something here 36:07 36 minutes, 7 seconds that's going to freak all my Pentecostal friends out. 36:12 36 minutes, 12 seconds You don't need it to go to heaven. That's right. 36:17 36 minutes, 17 seconds Cuz I believe Billy Graham's going to heaven. 36:20 36 minutes, 20 seconds You need it to go to apartment number five to line up with holiness and to get 36:26 36 minutes, 26 seconds ready for the coming kingdom of God to rule and reign. 36:36 36 minutes, 36 seconds If you grew up in the church I grew up in, Billy Graham's balling in hell right now. 36:41 36 minutes, 41 seconds Oh yes. Jimmy Swagger's balling in hell cuz he was a trinitarian. Right. Chapter 14: The Apartment You Live In: Practical Implications 36:48 36 minutes, 48 seconds If that's the God you serve, if that's the limited God that you serve, I got a book I'd like to sell you called Joy Comes in the Morning. 37:01 37 minutes, 1 second Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. 37:09 37 minutes, 9 seconds There are too many people getting the Holy Ghost to keep from going down. 37:17 37 minutes, 17 seconds They need to be getting it to go up. You understand me? 37:28 37 minutes, 28 seconds You can put them in, you get them the Holy Ghost, you going to put a skirt on them, you still can't get them to go up. 37:34 37 minutes, 34 seconds Some of the scariest people I know wear skirts. 37:37 37 minutes, 37 seconds No, I'm not. I'm not. I'm serious. They scare me. 37:41 37 minutes, 41 seconds I've got witches. I'm not I'm scared of some of these sisters in skirts. I mean it. 37:47 37 minutes, 47 seconds They more cruel than than than Listen, I'm trying to tell you, if you put the skirt on without putting 37:56 37 minutes, 56 seconds the mind on, then you might as well take it all off. 38:02 38 minutes, 2 seconds Hallelujah. 38:05 38 minutes, 5 seconds [Music] 38:10 38 minutes, 10 seconds It's not either or. 38:22 38 minutes, 22 seconds Deuteronomy 10:16. I'm getting ready to preach about Charlie in a minute. Deuteronomy 10:16. 38:37 38 minutes, 37 seconds I'm live. I hope you blocked out my head jerk right then. You got to learn to move fast with me. 38:44 38 minutes, 44 seconds I don't normally go live. I edit all that out. 38:52 38 minutes, 52 seconds That's why we don't do live cuz the Holy Ghost gets to acting up. Hallelujah. And the world be seeing. 39:01 39 minutes, 1 second Praise God. Hallelujah. 39:06 39 minutes, 6 seconds Boy, I'm glad they didn't have cameras in the church I grew up in. You heard me? 39:13 39 minutes, 13 seconds Woo. They would have called the the popo the the the patty wagons. 39:20 39 minutes, 20 seconds Look, we was hauling people out at midnight drunk. Literally couldn't even walk, driving them home under the Holy Ghost. Hallelujah. 39:30 39 minutes, 30 seconds Oh my God. 39:34 39 minutes, 34 seconds I don't know about you. By the way, what I'm teaching you here, every one of you should have that in your home. It's the steps of sunship. 39:43 39 minutes, 43 seconds It's the same thing. 39:46 39 minutes, 46 seconds Everybody should have that in their home. And you ought not walk by it. You ought to stop and stare at it. Say, 39:52 39 minutes, 52 seconds "What apartment have I moved into?" Come on now. Where am I living at? 39:59 39 minutes, 59 seconds Am I goodly or godly? 40:05 40 minutes, 5 seconds Deuteronomy 10:16, "Circumcise therefore the foreskin 40:13 40 minutes, 13 seconds of your heart and your mind and be no more stiff necked." All right. 40:22 40 minutes, 22 seconds This is what he's talking about. 40:25 40 minutes, 25 seconds This is your heart, your mind. 40:30 40 minutes, 30 seconds There comes a day when the foreskin on that heart, it's got to be cut off by this. 40:42 40 minutes, 42 seconds Okay, those two have to connect. The Holy Ghost begins to chisel away the 40:50 40 minutes, 50 seconds hardness or the foreskin around your mind. Listen to me everyone. 41:01 41 minutes, 1 second Everyone here naturally from your birth. Chapter 15: Circumcising the Mind: Breaking Free from Limiting Beliefs 41:09 41 minutes, 9 seconds This is why Yahweh chose the circumcision for the covenant. 41:16 41 minutes, 16 seconds It was never about the foreskin. 41:20 41 minutes, 20 seconds It was a parable of the mind. 41:26 41 minutes, 26 seconds And as all life originates from, all thoughts originate. 41:35 41 minutes, 35 seconds Come on now. 41:38 41 minutes, 38 seconds And your thoughts have as much power as your semen or your offspring. 41:45 41 minutes, 45 seconds They create little thoughts. They create baby thoughts. 41:52 41 minutes, 52 seconds And one day you've got to let Yahe take a knife. 42:00 42 minutes The Bible said the word of Yahweh is sharper than a two-edged sword. 42:06 42 minutes, 6 seconds It takes what is the foreskin? Let's talk about it just a moment. 42:12 42 minutes, 12 seconds The foreskin is the Nadiva mind. It's the way you think. 42:19 42 minutes, 19 seconds It's the way your mama trained you. It's the way your daddy trained you. I'll give you an example. People walk in First Harvest, they see us dancing and 42:28 42 minutes, 28 seconds shouting, they can't handle it. You know why? Mama taught them to reverence the church. 42:37 42 minutes, 37 seconds Amen. We should walk in reverently. 42:42 42 minutes, 42 seconds But we run into a problem. It's called the bibl, the Bible. 42:49 42 minutes, 49 seconds The word says don't come into my presence without dancing without loud sounding everything. 42:56 42 minutes, 56 seconds So that foreskin that was your foreskin 43:03 43 minutes, 3 seconds your human thinking the way mama talk that's all fores skin 43:10 43 minutes, 10 seconds and it's blocking the signal of heaven to what's behind 43:18 43 minutes, 18 seconds the foreskin help me the head help me now 43:27 43 minutes, 27 seconds Y'all might want to put a rating on this for parents. 43:36 43 minutes, 36 seconds Something's blocking the signal to the real head, the one that's being made in the image 43:45 43 minutes, 45 seconds and the likeness of God. There's something blocking his work in your life. 43:52 43 minutes, 52 seconds It's the foreskin of your mind. It's your Baptist foreskin, your Pentecostal 43:59 43 minutes, 59 seconds foreskin, your Catholic foreskin, your Episcopalian, your Methodist, your 44:05 44 minutes, 5 seconds atheist, all foreskin has got to come off. 44:25 44 minutes, 25 seconds I'll never forget when my foreskin started coming off. I was probably 25. 44:33 44 minutes, 33 seconds Marvin Terrell was my pastor and he was Trust me, y'all couldn't have handled brother Terrell. Trust that. 44:40 44 minutes, 40 seconds If you think I'm something, he'd look at you say, "Hit the door, honey. I don't care. Get a go. Bye. He 44:47 44 minutes, 47 seconds tell him, "Honey." He didn't care. He didn't care. Honey, he tell him, he said, "Uh-uh, don't come back in this 44:55 44 minutes, 55 seconds church. I know you've been talking about me. Get back. We don't want you around here." He tell him in front of the whole church. Y'all know y'all couldn't handle him. That was my pastor. 45:05 45 minutes, 5 seconds Oh, you don't believe me? Go to marvinar.com this week. Go to marvinarol.com and listen to my pastor preach. 45:14 45 minutes, 14 seconds you'll know where I came from. 45:18 45 minutes, 18 seconds He'd say, "Ain't but one pastor around here and you're looking at him." Oh yeah, honey. Ah, you know why? He 45:25 45 minutes, 25 seconds understood he was fighting against the minds of humans, which is contrary to the word of God. 45:32 45 minutes, 32 seconds One day, Brother Terrell said something that he's dead and gone. He'll never know that that's really what started me on my journey. 45:42 45 minutes, 42 seconds Brother Terrell was apostolic to the core, but him and my grandmother had a little disagreement on something. 45:53 45 minutes, 53 seconds Now, they're both dead and gone, but this is the truth. My cousin Joel can tell you this. He was the pastor there at that time. 46:03 46 minutes, 3 seconds Kill the Live for about two minutes. 46:07 46 minutes, 7 seconds I got some folks that like to tell everything I tell. 46:12 46 minutes, 12 seconds My little lurkers, don't take back right. I'm telling this because it's important. 46:21 46 minutes, 21 seconds One day, brother Carol was up preaching and I cut off and Joel was there, my cousin. 46:30 46 minutes, 30 seconds And brother Terrell said something. 46:33 46 minutes, 33 seconds He said, "And all you people that believe 46:41 46 minutes, 41 seconds that you got to speak in tongues." Now, this is one of the most apostolic 46:48 46 minutes, 48 seconds men you'll ever know. He said, "I got men in this church ain't never spoken tongue, got more Holy Ghost than half of you that have. Chapter 16: Shifting From Human Thinking to Divine Connection 47:07 47 minutes, 7 seconds and my grandmother. No, but they but he had people that didn't have it that was living a better life than the ones that claimed to have it. 47:18 47 minutes, 18 seconds That got me to thinking my grandmother after church, she went and took that CD, her and Joel and they they got rid of it. Why? But that opened my thinking. 47:29 47 minutes, 29 seconds I had some I'd been putting a lot of people in hell because I had never heard them speak in tonesues. 47:38 47 minutes, 38 seconds And I began to think to myself, and I speak in tonesues every day, and I love it, honey. I wouldn't trade it for nothing in the world. 47:45 47 minutes, 45 seconds You can't take it away from me. 47:48 47 minutes, 48 seconds But I found out that day that just because some people have not moved into the fullness of the Holy Ghost doesn't 47:57 47 minutes, 57 seconds mean that God has not touched them with the Holy Ghost. 48:02 48 minutes, 2 seconds And that was forced in that had to come off of my mind. You can go live now. 48:10 48 minutes, 10 seconds I didn't want to put Joel in a pickle. 48:12 48 minutes, 12 seconds people calling him, but he knows cuz I met him at the restaurant after 48:20 48 minutes, 20 seconds church said, "I saw you." Yes, sir. 48:25 48 minutes, 25 seconds But you must deal with your way of thinking when the word of Yahweh is so 48:32 48 minutes, 32 seconds clear. If not, it will affect the signal that God is sending into your life. 48:43 48 minutes, 43 seconds That's why the Paul the Apostle Paul said, "Let us lay aside." It don't even have to be a sin. 48:52 48 minutes, 52 seconds Let's lay aside everything that so easily besets us. 49:00 49 minutes Brothers and sisters, please hear me today. 49:03 49 minutes, 3 seconds I encourage every man to pray in the altar until he gets all nine gifts of the spirit. 49:11 49 minutes, 11 seconds But until you do, you get up by faith out of the water of baptism and say, "I 49:18 49 minutes, 18 seconds believe Acts 2:38 that I have received the Holy Ghost and live like it." Live like it. 49:28 49 minutes, 28 seconds And one day you'll be mowing your grass and it may come. You'll be in your kitchen and it may come, but for God's sake, don't get discouraged. Uh don't 49:37 49 minutes, 37 seconds feel like uh God don't love you. No, you pray until more comes. 49:48 49 minutes, 48 seconds But don't be discouraged if more doesn't. 49:52 49 minutes, 52 seconds I've watched thousands of people leave the altar and never return because they got so discouraged. You 50:00 50 minutes listen to me. The moment you surrender to God, that is the Holy Ghost. Do you understand? That is the work of the Holy Ghost. 50:12 50 minutes, 12 seconds Now, one day more will come. 50:14 50 minutes, 14 seconds We used to call that tearing. That's why they wouldn't let us out of the altars for 20 hours till we got it all. 50:24 50 minutes, 24 seconds Now we stay there two minutes. It's mighty hard to get it all in two minutes. 50:30 50 minutes, 30 seconds He said, "I want to circumcise your way of thinking." 50:36 50 minutes, 36 seconds He said, "I don't need to conquer this." You listen to me, Sister Diana. God's not trying to conquer your flesh. 50:45 50 minutes, 45 seconds He's trying to conquer your mind. Your mind conquers your flesh. You understand that? 50:57 50 minutes, 57 seconds Now I want to explain to you why the Nadiva mind is different in all 51:06 51 minutes, 6 seconds people. Some of us are born with soft foreskin. others. Chapter 17: Multiple Minds: The Impact of Upbringing and Empathy 57:57 57 minutes, 57 seconds to where you can't breathe. You're overwhelming. Chapter 18: Thin Skin, Empathy, and Emotional Health 58:01 58 minutes, 1 second I don't know what that feels like. I can pull up the driveway and see the sign my enemy put there and I promise you it's never affected me one time. Amen. 58:12 58 minutes, 12 seconds I I I Beautiful. Beautiful. Thank you. 58:15 58 minutes, 15 seconds Put another one. I don't care. I watch other people drive by and I'm like, "Come on, grow up a little 58:22 58 minutes, 22 seconds bit." I'm not affected. 58:29 58 minutes, 29 seconds Yahweh prepared me for this role. 58:33 58 minutes, 33 seconds rejected all my life because I could not have a thin foreskin. 58:42 58 minutes, 42 seconds I would have to fight hell. I watched Charlie Kirk. He did not have a thin foreskin. The man was stiff as nails. 58:54 58 minutes, 54 seconds But all of that is connected to your Nadiva mind. 58:58 58 minutes, 58 seconds Now, the thin foreskin people, listen to me. 59:03 59 minutes, 3 seconds You're in this room today. You're watching me. You're called empaths, empathetic, 59:12 59 minutes, 12 seconds the tender-hearted ones who feel quickly and respond sensitively. Normally, it's the ladies more than the men. 59:20 59 minutes, 20 seconds Do you know why that is? Because the distance that the senses of another person have to travel is much shorter. 59:29 59 minutes, 29 seconds If you have thin foreskin, you weep more easily. But here's the problem. 59:36 59 minutes, 36 seconds Because of that, you become much too involved in the sufferings of other people. 59:50 59 minutes, 50 seconds You take their pain as your very own pain. It's not good. 59:57 59 minutes, 57 seconds Here's what happens. 1:00:00 1 hour There is a dangerous attraction for thin skinned people. 1:00:07 1 hour, 7 seconds They always attract the others that are desperate for a thin skinned person. 1:00:22 1 hour, 22 seconds Most people that's going to do the manipulation tears, they don't come to me. 1:00:29 1 hour, 29 seconds They just don't cuz they know I'm probably just going to lay hands on them and say in the name of Yeshua and keep walking. I I I I will 1:00:36 1 hour, 36 seconds not take that into my spirit. 1:00:42 1 hour, 42 seconds And I'm speaking to those today that when drama happens in life 1:00:49 1 hour, 49 seconds that you become depressed because of how quickly and sensitively 1:00:57 1 hour, 57 seconds you respond to the suffering of others and their NABA mind which is not controlled by truth. It's controlled by 1:01:06 1 hour, 1 minute, 6 seconds their drama responds. 1:01:11 1 hour, 1 minute, 11 seconds You respond with your nadiva mind to their empathy with mercy and pity and 1:01:19 1 hour, 1 minute, 19 seconds kindness. And then when you've given all of that and they're still there, you go into depression. 1:01:35 1 hour, 1 minute, 35 seconds Thin skin will come to you with tears of the pastor told me something too 1:01:43 1 hour, 1 minute, 43 seconds rough. They're looking through the congregation for thin skin. 1:01:50 1 hour, 1 minute, 50 seconds And here they'll come and it'll always be with tears. That's right. 1:01:55 1 hour, 1 minute, 55 seconds Always. Because they know you're going to feel sorry for them. They've seen you do it to everybody else. Chapter 19: Managing Sympathy and Avoiding Emotional Overload 1:02:04 1 hour, 2 minutes, 4 seconds You're a magnet for mercy. 1:02:12 1 hour, 2 minutes, 12 seconds They seek you out just looking for a friend. Y 1:02:23 1 hour, 2 minutes, 23 seconds and before you know it, you are literally in bed with them emotionally. 1:02:34 1 hour, 2 minutes, 34 seconds Trying to show them love. One day you'll find out what love means. 1:02:40 1 hour, 2 minutes, 40 seconds Showing them empathy when they're wrong is a weakness in your nadea mind. 1:02:52 1 hour, 2 minutes, 52 seconds After you're depressed, you have to be careful because you attract people who are always in pain. 1:03:00 1 hour, 3 minutes Do you know why? Because you're such a good person. You have a sympathetic ear. 1:03:07 1 hour, 3 minutes, 7 seconds I love all of you, but I'm going to tell you something. Very few people get in my ear. Very few. Come on. 1:03:14 1 hour, 3 minutes, 14 seconds Very few people get in my ear for too long. How many's ever noticed how by the time you start talking to me, 1:03:23 1 hour, 3 minutes, 23 seconds nine times out of 10, I'm already starting to walk away. 1:03:27 1 hour, 3 minutes, 27 seconds I just want to speak on this about the thin skin. I was born with that with that compassion. It is just there. But 1:03:34 1 hour, 3 minutes, 34 seconds as life's circumstances have happened and I've grown in his spirit and I moved up in the apartments because of them. 1:03:42 1 hour, 3 minutes, 42 seconds That's the point I'm trying to get. 1:03:43 1 hour, 3 minutes, 43 seconds Okay. But it made me question like where even in this death of Charlie Kirk, I 1:03:51 1 hour, 3 minutes, 51 seconds mean I cried whenever and it just got me. But yet through my own son's death, no through my own son's death, Yahweh 1:04:00 1 hour, 4 minutes grabbed me. Hold up. Don't go. Don't stay there. come back. Don't go there. And because I've got more to show you. 1:04:07 1 hour, 4 minutes, 7 seconds You're not going to see what I'm going to show you. That there's life beyond this. Even though it's death, it's life. 1:04:14 1 hour, 4 minutes, 14 seconds So, it made that mind. That's what he's taught me in through Kent passing that 1:04:21 1 hour, 4 minutes, 21 seconds he has taught me through this that it's something I never thought in my fragile self growing up that there was I would 1:04:30 1 hour, 4 minutes, 30 seconds never be able to even do this to comprehend this but in that growing of the mind that he's done through time in 1:04:38 1 hour, 4 minutes, 38 seconds the word he didn't even let me stay in that process of grief or the grave he said no there's life I want you to see 1:04:46 1 hour, 4 minutes, 46 seconds new life coming from this. And every day gives me a new vision, a new new thing. 1:04:52 1 hour, 4 minutes, 52 seconds And even yesterday or the day before, I think I told you, I saw Kent and I saw 1:04:59 1 hour, 4 minutes, 59 seconds him, uh, Charlie Kirk. I saw them coming out of their grave in the millennium, what they looked like. And it was like, 1:05:06 1 hour, 5 minutes, 6 seconds I know I saw it. I saw it and I was so excited. And even though you see all the depression and the things going on, all 1:05:14 1 hour, 5 minutes, 14 seconds of it, I wasn't seeing that. I was just seeing life. Life, they're going to have life abundantly, they're safe, they're 1:05:20 1 hour, 5 minutes, 20 seconds protected. They're okay. Yes. So, it's beautiful. 1:05:25 1 hour, 5 minutes, 25 seconds And there is nothing wrong with sympathy. I people don't listen to me with carnal minds today. There's 1:05:32 1 hour, 5 minutes, 32 seconds something wrong with becoming an emotional dumping ground of everybody around you to where you 1:05:40 1 hour, 5 minutes, 40 seconds take it in your self and you continue to respond from your NABA mind and y'all all wind 1:05:50 1 hour, 5 minutes, 50 seconds up crying until you don't even know what you're crying about no more. 1:05:58 1 hour, 5 minutes, 58 seconds You need to tell people your sympathy has a cut off date. 1:06:04 1 hour, 6 minutes, 4 seconds You're you you you're not going to crawl in bed with your emotions 1:06:10 1 hour, 6 minutes, 10 seconds because if you start climbing into the kaya mind, you're don't you will hate 1:06:17 1 hour, 6 minutes, 17 seconds your nadiva mind. You will no longer be controlled by your sympathy, but rather by truth. 1:06:33 1 hour, 6 minutes, 33 seconds Now, this is confusing. I don't expect you to get it all today. But if you think I'm telling you not to love people, you're crazy. If you think I'm 1:06:40 1 hour, 6 minutes, 40 seconds telling you not to be concerned, no. I'm telling you there comes a point where you are drowning in the wrong mind. 1:06:55 1 hour, 6 minutes, 55 seconds If you live in these apartments, the people that live in this one will quit seeking you out. Chapter 20: Escaping Depression Through Spiritual Perspective 1:07:05 1 hour, 7 minutes, 5 seconds Here's why. 1:07:07 1 hour, 7 minutes, 7 seconds The minute they come to you telling you how bad their finances are and you look at them and say, "How's 1:07:14 1 hour, 7 minutes, 14 seconds your tithing record?" Baby, they done with you. They done. You understand? 1:07:23 1 hour, 7 minutes, 23 seconds They done. The minute they come to you and telling you how they have no peace, ask them, "What's the last book you read 1:07:30 1 hour, 7 minutes, 30 seconds of pastors?" Hallelujah. 1:07:34 1 hour, 7 minutes, 34 seconds They don't want to hear that. They want you to cry with them. 1:07:43 1 hour, 7 minutes, 43 seconds I believe it was Yesua said these words. Hey, I know your brother died. 1:07:51 1 hour, 7 minutes, 51 seconds Follow me. 1:07:53 1 hour, 7 minutes, 53 seconds To the Nama mind, to the Kaya mind, to the Yak mind. Don't get caught up in the graveyard. Go 1:08:02 1 hour, 8 minutes, 2 seconds there. Say hello. Leave a flower and come on up into the truth. 1:08:13 1 hour, 8 minutes, 13 seconds By the way, you can't do this without the Holy Ghost. 1:08:18 1 hour, 8 minutes, 18 seconds Hurting people seek you out specifically for your empathy. 1:08:23 1 hour, 8 minutes, 23 seconds Without the nama mind, they will never learn and neither will you, how to take 1:08:33 1 hour, 8 minutes, 33 seconds these burdens to apartment number five and leave them there. 1:08:50 1 hour, 8 minutes, 50 seconds It's okay to be in shock for a moment. 1:08:53 1 hour, 8 minutes, 53 seconds It's okay to weep for the Bible said weeping may endure for the night, but there's got to be a moment where you 1:09:01 1 hour, 9 minutes, 1 second find the joy of the morning. And the morning is truth. 1:09:10 1 hour, 9 minutes, 10 seconds You wind up carrying weight that was never meant to be yours. 1:09:16 1 hour, 9 minutes, 16 seconds I had a healthy moment with this man. 1:09:21 1 hour, 9 minutes, 21 seconds And then the Lord spoke to me and said, "Now watch what I'm going to do." 1:09:31 1 hour, 9 minutes, 31 seconds You listen to me. The world, they can't grasp that thought. 1:09:36 1 hour, 9 minutes, 36 seconds They live here. They want justice. This mind wants justice. 1:09:43 1 hour, 9 minutes, 43 seconds This mind leaves it to the Lord. 1:09:51 1 hour, 9 minutes, 51 seconds Yeah, we all want justice. Can I give you a big news drop? It don't always come. 1:09:58 1 hour, 9 minutes, 58 seconds But I'll tell you what always comes. The faithfulness of our God. 1:10:04 1 hour, 10 minutes, 4 seconds Learn to climb up the ladder. Start singing that song. Moving on up to the 1:10:11 1 hour, 10 minutes, 11 seconds east side to that deluxe apartment in the sky. 1:10:17 1 hour, 10 minutes, 17 seconds I'm moving on up to the east side. I finally got a piece of the pie. 1:10:27 1 hour, 10 minutes, 27 seconds Beans don't. Come on now. I'm running out of time. 1:10:36 1 hour, 10 minutes, 36 seconds The death of Charlie Kirk is right here. 1:10:43 1 hour, 10 minutes, 43 seconds The priesthood is right here. 1:10:47 1 hour, 10 minutes, 47 seconds The priesthood understands by the mind of God that he does all things well. 1:10:57 1 hour, 10 minutes, 57 seconds With Charlie Kirk's death, thin foreskin believers are overwhelmed by the grief of a nation. 1:11:05 1 hour, 11 minutes, 5 seconds Every conversation, every news report, every social media post adds more pain. 1:11:12 1 hour, 11 minutes, 12 seconds The Lord spoke to me today. He said, "After you release this song, get back to your job. No more Charlie Kirk." Now, I don't mean ever, but I'm talking about it this season. Why? Oh. Oh, no. 1:11:24 1 hour, 11 minutes, 24 seconds We don't forget. We take that fire and become Charlie Kirk. 1:11:30 1 hour, 11 minutes, 30 seconds We do what he did. We say what he said. 1:11:34 1 hour, 11 minutes, 34 seconds And we live how he lived. And therefore we move into the the mind of the yak union with God. 1:11:50 1 hour, 11 minutes, 50 seconds Now when the nadiva is operating without the nishama let me 1:11:59 1 hour, 11 minutes, 59 seconds show you what happens and I want everybody to listen to this. I'm coming to a close. 1:12:04 1 hour, 12 minutes, 4 seconds Every time something bad happens in your life, I call it the tape player effect. 1:12:14 1 hour, 12 minutes, 14 seconds Every time something bad happens, you painful memories start coming to your mind. 1:12:20 1 hour, 12 minutes, 20 seconds The memory button is always available in the Nadiva mind. 1:12:26 1 hour, 12 minutes, 26 seconds Old tapes begin playing. 1:12:30 1 hour, 12 minutes, 30 seconds All listen to me. All of your bad memories are stored in the Nadiva mind. 1:12:43 1 hour, 12 minutes, 43 seconds And every time I trigger you, that play button on that tape player hits. 1:12:52 1 hour, 12 minutes, 52 seconds You're not good enough. You think you're an elder. Chapter 21: The War of the Tape Players: Past Memories vs. Truth 1:13:00 1 hour, 13 minutes You know you're not up to par. Bam. 1:13:04 1 hour, 13 minutes, 4 seconds Why? You know why we hit Do you know why that button is available in our mind? We're in the wrong mind. 1:13:12 1 hour, 13 minutes, 12 seconds But those of us that live a little higher, the tape player has no voice in our life. None. None. 1:13:27 1 hour, 13 minutes, 27 seconds None. None. 1:13:32 1 hour, 13 minutes, 32 seconds It's here that everything somebody did to you, do you know what brings it all back? When somebody else does the same thing somebody else did, suddenly you're 1:13:40 1 hour, 13 minutes, 40 seconds you're hearing the tape player. Same same thing. Everything in your life comes right back every single time. 1:13:47 1 hour, 13 minutes, 47 seconds The only place that you get another recording is up here. And every time you hear this one play, this one will play. 1:13:59 1 hour, 13 minutes, 59 seconds Every time you hear these lies, uh, truth uh will speak if you've got the Holy Ghost. Hallelujah. 1:14:14 1 hour, 14 minutes, 14 seconds Now, let me show you the problem with these two minds. This one is the Holy Ghost, but listen, it is intermingled with it. Don't leave your original mind. 1:14:24 1 hour, 14 minutes, 24 seconds Here's the problem. 1:14:27 1 hour, 14 minutes, 27 seconds You have to live every day with your nasheba mind. It doesn't go away. Amen. 1:14:36 1 hour, 14 minutes, 36 seconds I'm going to show you what has to happen to it. The Holy Ghost is added to this mind. 1:14:44 1 hour, 14 minutes, 44 seconds And now the war begins. Which tape player you're going to play the most 1:14:54 1 hour, 14 minutes, 54 seconds in here? It's rebellion. It's hurt. It's pain. It's who all did what to you. Uh but up here, it's how good your God is. 1:15:03 1 hour, 15 minutes, 3 seconds Uh he has a purpose for your life. Uh he has a destiny for your life. Uh he loves you. He knows his plans for you. Those play together. 1:15:19 1 hour, 15 minutes, 19 seconds And eventually, Elder Connelly, if you acclimate to this tape player, 1:15:27 1 hour, 15 minutes, 27 seconds it'll bring you into the inner court of the Kaya mind, Rabo, into the Holy of 1:15:34 1 hour, 15 minutes, 34 seconds Holies, of the Yakita mind. You have to choose your voice. 1:15:43 1 hour, 15 minutes, 43 seconds I said all that to say this. 1:15:46 1 hour, 15 minutes, 46 seconds When I heard of Charlie's death, this this Nativa mind, hurt in pain. Oh God, why? How? What? That's natural. 1:15:58 1 hour, 15 minutes, 58 seconds Don't ever get convicted. That is your natural mind. Do you understand? You're going to always, please don't leave this 1:16:06 1 hour, 16 minutes, 6 seconds room thinking I said you're never going to hear the Nadiva mind. That mind's in you. 1:16:12 1 hour, 16 minutes, 12 seconds Okay? Of course, we go through that. And many of us have been suffering with the thoughts of the NABA mind. But there 1:16:19 1 hour, 16 minutes, 19 seconds will come a moment for you if you've got that Holy Ghost tape player in your mind 1:16:26 1 hour, 16 minutes, 26 seconds that he will begin to say like he told me on the piano today, I'm raising up an Esther. I'm doing a greater work. 1:16:36 1 hour, 16 minutes, 36 seconds Suddenly, suddenly I begin to move on up 1:16:42 1 hour, 16 minutes, 42 seconds to a side w to that deluxe apartment in the sky. 1:16:57 1 hour, 16 minutes, 57 seconds Don't put batteries in it. 1:17:00 1 hour, 17 minutes Listen to me. The root of all depression, I'm going to teach you how to get out of depression. 1:17:07 1 hour, 17 minutes, 7 seconds The root of all depression is this right here. 1:17:14 1 hour, 17 minutes, 14 seconds You don't have a teacher that will teach you God's plan for the ages. 1:17:24 1 hour, 17 minutes, 24 seconds Therefore, you're separated from the plan of God. 1:17:30 1 hour, 17 minutes, 30 seconds And you begin to think that the plan is this evil world. 1:17:37 1 hour, 17 minutes, 37 seconds That would make anybody depressed. 1:17:44 1 hour, 17 minutes, 44 seconds If somebody doesn't teach you about the holy days and make you rehearse them 1:17:51 1 hour, 17 minutes, 51 seconds every year, then you can never see the yaka mind of God. You will never know 1:18:01 1 hour, 18 minutes, 1 second his plan for the ages. 1:18:10 1 hour, 18 minutes, 10 seconds You look around the world and you get depressed. Chapter 22: Embracing God’s Plan to Overcome Despair 1:18:15 1 hour, 18 minutes, 15 seconds And then you go to church and hear their message and you get more depressed because in this evil world, evil's everywhere. 1:18:25 1 hour, 18 minutes, 25 seconds But God's coming back. 1:18:28 1 hour, 18 minutes, 28 seconds And what he's going to do is take 90% of everybody we love, throw them all in hell. 1:18:35 1 hour, 18 minutes, 35 seconds And a few of us that don't even like each other in church got to try to live together all eternity. 1:18:48 1 hour, 18 minutes, 48 seconds Now I'm serious now. Without the message I preach, without the tape recording that I'll put in your mind, you will stay depressed. 1:18:59 1 hour, 18 minutes, 59 seconds You will have no answer. You will not understand the yakita mind of God. You 1:19:07 1 hour, 19 minutes, 7 seconds need to know more than his word. You need to know his thoughts, his mind. 1:19:19 1 hour, 19 minutes, 19 seconds It's only when you come into his mind can you never be depressed. 1:19:26 1 hour, 19 minutes, 26 seconds When you know this story like I know it, all the attacks I go through, you don't understand. I understand that is par for 1:19:36 1 hour, 19 minutes, 36 seconds my course. You understand? When and when you know that people don't know why they can't get on your nerves, why they can't 1:19:43 1 hour, 19 minutes, 43 seconds bother you because I took a look in the back of this book and everything happening to me right now doesn't 1:19:52 1 hour, 19 minutes, 52 seconds compare with what's happening to me tomorrow. When you know it, you'll show it. 1:20:00 1 hour, 20 minutes [Music] 1:20:07 1 hour, 20 minutes, 7 seconds Yeah, there's evil everywhere. Now, why don't that bother me and you? Cuz we have welcomed the evil. 1:20:17 1 hour, 20 minutes, 17 seconds Because we read in the back of the book, until that evil intensifies, his glory doesn't intensify. We read 1:20:25 1 hour, 20 minutes, 25 seconds that at the last days uh or how bad it would be uh we are welcoming uh every 1:20:32 1 hour, 20 minutes, 32 seconds bad news report uh every war every bomb we are not touched by it because uh we 1:20:41 1 hour, 20 minutes, 41 seconds live in the yaka mind of Yahweh. We are a priesthood not a pity hood. 1:20:50 1 hour, 20 minutes, 50 seconds [Music] 1:20:53 1 hour, 20 minutes, 53 seconds We know the plan. 1:21:05 1 hour, 21 minutes, 5 seconds We're supposed to be feeding life. 1:21:09 1 hour, 21 minutes, 9 seconds Why do you think when the four years Donald Trump was out of office, what gave me the strength to go to that microphone every night? 1:21:21 1 hour, 21 minutes, 21 seconds And never did you see me worried, never did you see me concerned. 1:21:29 1 hour, 21 minutes, 29 seconds I would go to that mic and say, "Truth may be a long time coming, but when it 1:21:34 1 hour, 21 minutes, 34 seconds comes, it don't take long." Oh, I knew the truth. The truth makes us freeh from the mind. 1:21:52 1 hour, 21 minutes, 52 seconds If I didn't keep the Sabbath, I would be depressed, too. 1:21:57 1 hour, 21 minutes, 57 seconds Cuz I wouldn't know that six days you shall labor. Six days evil will rule the 1:22:06 1 hour, 22 minutes, 6 seconds world. Six days you will toil and worry and fight and fuss. But on the seventh 1:22:14 1 hour, 22 minutes, 14 seconds day, uh, the Lord Yeshua will return. I know that because I practice it every week. 1:22:24 1 hour, 22 minutes, 24 seconds [Music] Chapter 23: Jubilee: Freedom in the Fifth Apartment 1:22:33 1 hour, 22 minutes, 33 seconds There's a way out of depression. It's called truth. 1:22:37 1 hour, 22 minutes, 37 seconds [Music] 1:22:39 1 hour, 22 minutes, 39 seconds It's stronger than every lie. It's stronger than every Fox News broadcast. 1:22:45 1 hour, 22 minutes, 45 seconds It's stronger than death. 1:22:54 1 hour, 22 minutes, 54 seconds If you want an example of what that Yakita mind looks like, you got three people on the second row over there. They lost the only thing 1:23:03 1 hour, 23 minutes, 3 seconds they loved more than anything in this world. And this mind said they were supposed to go through five stages of 1:23:09 1 hour, 23 minutes, 9 seconds grief. Human wisdom told them, "You're going to cry for a year, 1:23:18 1 hour, 23 minutes, 18 seconds then you're going to get mad for a year, and then you're going to want revenge for a year." I got news for you. You 1:23:26 1 hour, 23 minutes, 26 seconds might be right, Mr. Psychologist, in the the deeper mind, but we're a bunch of folk that don't live there. We're in 1:23:35 1 hour, 23 minutes, 35 seconds apartment number five where if Yahe allowed it, Yahe is good all the time. 1:23:47 1 hour, 23 minutes, 47 seconds [Music] 1:23:52 1 hour, 23 minutes, 52 seconds They never miss one church service. 1:23:54 1 hour, 23 minutes, 54 seconds Never miss one time to minister. Why? I don't live down there. 1:24:04 1 hour, 24 minutes, 4 seconds Five is the number of jubilee. Freedom. 1:24:08 1 hour, 24 minutes, 8 seconds You want freedom? Move to apartment number five. The mind of God. 1:24:18 1 hour, 24 minutes, 18 seconds When you get into that mind, he does all things well. 1:24:23 1 hour, 24 minutes, 23 seconds When you get into that mind, you you Somebody said, "Did you hear the news?" And you say, "Did you hear the news? cuz 1:24:31 1 hour, 24 minutes, 31 seconds I heard the news. Uh I heard that God's up to something bigger than Charlie Kirk. Uh he's up to something bigger 1:24:39 1 hour, 24 minutes, 39 seconds than death. Uh he's up to something bigger than evil. He's up to something bigger than defeat. He's up to something 1:24:48 1 hour, 24 minutes, 48 seconds bigger than your daba mind can comprehend. 1:24:53 1 hour, 24 minutes, 53 seconds [Music] 1:25:00 1 hour, 25 minutes All depression comes from hurt and all hurt lives right here. 1:25:13 1 hour, 25 minutes, 13 seconds You want to get out of depression, cut your skin off and let the signal of truth 1:25:23 1 hour, 25 minutes, 23 seconds penetrate your niva mind. Amen. 1:25:32 1 hour, 25 minutes, 32 seconds What we all feel today at the death of Charlie Kirk comes from one word, sin. 1:25:40 1 hour, 25 minutes, 40 seconds It was sin what happened to him. 1:25:43 1 hour, 25 minutes, 43 seconds But I bring you another word. The Bible said Yesua the Messiah came to destroy the works of sin. 1:25:53 1 hour, 25 minutes, 53 seconds And I don't know exactly what day, but I know very soon I'm already living in 1:26:00 1 hour, 26 minutes that future. Therefore, all the evil around Charlie Kirk reminds 1:26:07 1 hour, 26 minutes, 7 seconds me of Charlie Church. It reminds me of what's coming for the church of the 1:26:15 1 hour, 26 minutes, 15 seconds living God, pastor, how do I keep from getting 1:26:25 1 hour, 26 minutes, 25 seconds depressed? I'm I'm done. How do I keep from letting Charlie's death affect me in such a way? It's okay to let it influence you, but don't let it affect you. 1:26:36 1 hour, 26 minutes, 36 seconds Let it influence you in the right direction. 1:26:39 1 hour, 26 minutes, 39 seconds But now we're going to let him to rest, but none of us get no rest. It's time to go to work. 1:26:48 1 hour, 26 minutes, 48 seconds It's time to tell more truth than we ever told. It's time to get louder than we've ever gotten. It's time to get bolder than we've ever been. It's time 1:26:56 1 hour, 26 minutes, 56 seconds to become Charlie Church. 1:27:06 1 hour, 27 minutes, 6 seconds I want to help you before I let you go today. Chapter 24: Letting Grief Influence, Not Control You 1:27:09 1 hour, 27 minutes, 9 seconds Adam and Eve were both naked and the Bible said they were not ashamed. 1:27:17 1 hour, 27 minutes, 17 seconds Do you know why that is? 1:27:20 1 hour, 27 minutes, 20 seconds Because Adam and Eve, their mind had nothing to be ashamed of. 1:27:28 1 hour, 27 minutes, 28 seconds It was a dry Their mind was a dry riverbed. 1:27:36 1 hour, 27 minutes, 36 seconds It was neither good nor evil. Now watch this. Stay with me because this is the best part. 1:27:45 1 hour, 27 minutes, 45 seconds Adam and Eve were created nephesh. 1:27:50 1 hour, 27 minutes, 50 seconds That is neither good nor evil. 1:27:56 1 hour, 27 minutes, 56 seconds It's free to do whatever it chooses to do. 1:28:02 1 hour, 28 minutes, 2 seconds The chooser is here every day. 1:28:11 1 hour, 28 minutes, 11 seconds A teacher came to them. 1:28:19 1 hour, 28 minutes, 19 seconds They had an empty mind. No one had ever taught them anything. Their mind was empty. 1:28:28 1 hour, 28 minutes, 28 seconds When you were born, you were empty-minded. Neither good nor evil. 1:28:33 1 hour, 28 minutes, 33 seconds Don't let anybody tell you the flesh is evil. No. No. The nadaba that's evil, but not the flesh. The mind 1:28:42 1 hour, 28 minutes, 42 seconds that it's it's like a whale. It's not good or evil. It it's flesh. 1:28:49 1 hour, 28 minutes, 49 seconds But when that spirit comes, that soul, when it turns into a soul, when the breath hits it, that mind begins to that 1:28:56 1 hour, 28 minutes, 56 seconds dry riverbed, Sister Chelsea, it begins to beg for water. 1:29:03 1 hour, 29 minutes, 3 seconds Hang tight. Hang tight. 1:29:08 1 hour, 29 minutes, 8 seconds The word for rain in Hebrew is matar, m- a t. Chapter 25: Adam, Eve, and the Creation of Choice 1:29:16 1 hour, 29 minutes, 16 seconds And it simply means teaching. 1:29:23 1 hour, 29 minutes, 23 seconds So when you hear about latter rain, that's going to be a latter message, not some great outpouring of emotions. 1:29:33 1 hour, 29 minutes, 33 seconds It's going to be a Now watch this. Adam and Eve is a dry riverbed. 1:29:42 1 hour, 29 minutes, 42 seconds their mind is ready for rain or teaching. 1:29:53 1 hour, 29 minutes, 53 seconds So, Adam and Eve is like parched ground, empty, waiting to be filled. They were naked. What does that mean? 1:30:02 1 hour, 30 minutes, 2 seconds They were neither good. It was It was a blank drawing board. Dress it up, whatever you want. It's neither good nor bad. 1:30:12 1 hour, 30 minutes, 12 seconds Well, that dry riverbed cried out for rain. So, every evening the angel of Yahweh would bring some rain. 1:30:25 1 hour, 30 minutes, 25 seconds And drop teaching in their Nadiva minds. Okay. 1:30:32 1 hour, 30 minutes, 32 seconds Now that was the Torah, truth, life, divine order. 1:30:42 1 hour, 30 minutes, 42 seconds It was feeding that mind the tree of life. 1:30:50 1 hour, 30 minutes, 50 seconds There was no tree standing in the garden. Please quit reading the Bible like that. 1:30:57 1 hour, 30 minutes, 57 seconds Can we just think for a minute? How you going to have a tree of life give you eternal life growing out of the ground? 1:31:04 1 hour, 31 minutes, 4 seconds Learn to read your Bible. The Bible said that there was trees in the garden and then in the midst of the trees were two 1:31:12 1 hour, 31 minutes, 12 seconds more two teachers. Amen. 1:31:21 1 hour, 31 minutes, 21 seconds There was two sources of rain ready to fill that riverbed. 1:31:31 1 hour, 31 minutes, 31 seconds That is the tree of knowledge of good or evil. 1:31:43 1 hour, 31 minutes, 43 seconds Listen carefully. 1:31:45 1 hour, 31 minutes, 45 seconds When Yahweh created them, there was trees in the garden, but it wasn't the two trees. 1:31:54 1 hour, 31 minutes, 54 seconds Those two trees came to the garden. 1:32:02 1 hour, 32 minutes, 2 seconds That's why when Jesus healed the blind man, he said, "I see men as trees." Why? 1:32:08 1 hour, 32 minutes, 8 seconds Because the trees are the two teachers. 1:32:12 1 hour, 32 minutes, 12 seconds That's why he said, "I'll plant you as trees." The plantings of the Lord, 1:32:20 1 hour, 32 minutes, 20 seconds every day, two rain sources came into their mind. 1:32:26 1 hour, 32 minutes, 26 seconds I don't believe for one second that Satan came one time to Eve. Chapter 26: Rain, Teaching, and the Filling of the Mind 1:32:34 1 hour, 32 minutes, 34 seconds I believe he came every day just like the angel of Yahweh did. 1:32:38 1 hour, 32 minutes, 38 seconds Oh, yes, I do. I don't believe you change that fast from hearing the good teachings of the Lord. You got to 1:32:46 1 hour, 32 minutes, 46 seconds entertain some stuff for a little while to leave the ministry of life. 1:32:53 1 hour, 32 minutes, 53 seconds [Music] 1:33:06 1 hour, 33 minutes, 6 seconds I'm getting there now. Watch this. Nobody ate no apple. Okay? 1:33:14 1 hour, 33 minutes, 14 seconds They ate temptation. The same apple you eat every day. 1:33:21 1 hour, 33 minutes, 21 seconds They ate the fruit of what had been growing in their riverbed, their mind. 1:33:31 1 hour, 33 minutes, 31 seconds The Bible said there are fruits of the spirit. If they're fruits of the Holy Spirit, there are fruit of evil spirit and rebellion is the fruit. 1:33:46 1 hour, 33 minutes, 46 seconds I mean, you really think God cursed creation cuz somebody ate a low down apple? No, 1:33:52 1 hour, 33 minutes, 52 seconds he did it because somebody chose a teaching source that was a source of rebellion to the teachings of God. 1:34:05 1 hour, 34 minutes, 5 seconds Now they both are in the garden and here comes the rain. 1:34:12 1 hour, 34 minutes, 12 seconds Dry riverbed. You with me? 1:34:15 1 hour, 34 minutes, 15 seconds Ready to absorb whatever rain falls. 1:34:24 1 hour, 34 minutes, 24 seconds So now they face a critical choice. 1:34:27 1 hour, 34 minutes, 27 seconds the angel of Yahweh who was giving them truth, telling them, "And make sure you're obedient. 1:34:37 1 hour, 34 minutes, 37 seconds Make sure you give God the first fruits. 1:34:41 1 hour, 34 minutes, 41 seconds Make sure you put him first in all things." Now, now I know some folks said, "Well, it says God visited him." That was the angel of Yahweh. 1:34:49 1 hour, 34 minutes, 49 seconds Now, it was the same two teachers that met Yeshua on the Mount of Temptation. 1:34:58 1 hour, 34 minutes, 58 seconds Same two, Satan and the word. 1:35:03 1 hour, 35 minutes, 3 seconds The angel brought the word to Adam and Eve. 1:35:06 1 hour, 35 minutes, 6 seconds Yesua sitting there with the tree of life and the tree of knowledge. Same two trees, same Adam. 1:35:16 1 hour, 35 minutes, 16 seconds It's M. But I'm going to teach you why he did not fail like the first Adam did. 1:35:24 1 hour, 35 minutes, 24 seconds Because if your riverbed is already full, you can't take no more rain. Do you understand what I just told you? No, 1:35:33 1 hour, 35 minutes, 33 seconds you don't. Do you hear me? If your riverbed is already full of good rain, you cannot take the bad rain. 1:35:48 1 hour, 35 minutes, 48 seconds It's what you're filled up with. 1:35:58 1 hour, 35 minutes, 58 seconds I used to hear the old-timers say, "You came too late to tell me." That's what they That's what Joshua said. My 1:36:05 1 hour, 36 minutes, 5 seconds riverbed is slapful of truth. It is written. 1:36:18 1 hour, 36 minutes, 18 seconds You came too late. 1:36:22 1 hour, 36 minutes, 22 seconds You should have caught me while I was still in the grave. You should have caught me while you had the chance. But 1:36:29 1 hour, 36 minutes, 29 seconds somebody put truth in my life and I have no room for any other rain. 1:36:41 1 hour, 36 minutes, 41 seconds As I close my wife, go to the piano. Give them some hope, honey. 1:36:47 1 hour, 36 minutes, 47 seconds It's a false It's a false alarm. Trust me, children. 1:36:57 1 hour, 36 minutes, 57 seconds Whose teachings? Thank you, Elder. Whose teachings will you allow to rain down and fill your riverbed? 1:37:06 1 hour, 37 minutes, 6 seconds I'm surprised at people that follow this message, looking for other teachings. 1:37:17 1 hour, 37 minutes, 17 seconds Baby, I know of no other teachings uh that line up uh with the word of Yahweh from front to back. Uh you've got a good rain here. 1:37:36 1 hour, 37 minutes, 36 seconds The choice they made determined which river would overflow their banks. 1:37:45 1 hour, 37 minutes, 45 seconds When they chose deception, they saw unfairness in God's choices. 1:37:53 1 hour, 37 minutes, 53 seconds [Music] 1:37:57 1 hour, 37 minutes, 57 seconds It looked so unfair. 1:38:01 1 hour, 38 minutes, 1 second [Music] Chapter 27: Choosing Your Source: Trees in the Garden 1:38:03 1 hour, 38 minutes, 3 seconds That rain said to Eve, "Yes, there's a God, and yes, he's all powerful. 1:38:13 1 hour, 38 minutes, 13 seconds [Music] 1:38:14 1 hour, 38 minutes, 14 seconds But how sad that he thinks you should be controlled by him. How unfair. 1:38:23 1 hour, 38 minutes, 23 seconds Follow me and I'll give you freedom. 1:38:27 1 hour, 38 minutes, 27 seconds The moment Satan convinces you that God is unfair. It's over. 1:38:35 1 hour, 38 minutes, 35 seconds When you lose your respect for God, you're done. 1:38:42 1 hour, 38 minutes, 42 seconds When a person loses respect for you, it's over. 1:38:47 1 hour, 38 minutes, 47 seconds I don't care how anointed you are, your ministry can only go to the point of your respect level. 1:38:56 1 hour, 38 minutes, 56 seconds That's it. 1:38:58 1 hour, 38 minutes, 58 seconds The people that have left here, it wasn't because they quit believing the message. They lost respect for it. 1:39:06 1 hour, 39 minutes, 6 seconds I want you to hear me and hear me well. You respect what you listen to. 1:39:14 1 hour, 39 minutes, 14 seconds And that's why the Bible said that Satan convinced her that what happened to Charlie Kirk is unfair. 1:39:23 1 hour, 39 minutes, 23 seconds I've got a strange feeling I'm going to come back to this pull pit 5 years from now and say, "Now, does it look unfair? 1:39:31 1 hour, 39 minutes, 31 seconds Something's coming. Something's coming. 1:39:34 1 hour, 39 minutes, 34 seconds Something's coming that my eyes cannot see. Something's coming. 1:39:40 1 hour, 39 minutes, 40 seconds Something's coming, America. 1:39:48 1 hour, 39 minutes, 48 seconds What about when we prayed so hard in 2020 for Donald Trump to be reelected? Chapter 28: Seeing Fairness, Faith, and God’s Perfect Plan 1:39:55 1 hour, 39 minutes, 55 seconds Ah, God don't even hear y'all's prayers, does he? Thank God he don't. 1:40:03 1 hour, 40 minutes, 3 seconds Thank God. 1:40:05 1 hour, 40 minutes, 5 seconds And then I played his video on my timeline last night. Donald Trump said the very words I said four years ago. I looked you in the eyes the whole world. 1:40:15 1 hour, 40 minutes, 15 seconds And I said, "One day he'll thank God he wasn't reelected." 1:40:22 1 hour, 40 minutes, 22 seconds And he said in that video, "It's strange how things turned out." And God did that. That's what he said. You know, I I 1:40:31 1 hour, 40 minutes, 31 seconds had truth long before he did. I knew truth and I could not be discouraged or depressed. 1:40:43 1 hour, 40 minutes, 43 seconds I help hold up a nation with truth. 1:40:47 1 hour, 40 minutes, 47 seconds [Music] 1:40:54 1 hour, 40 minutes, 54 seconds What's in your riverbed tonight? Let's stand. What's in your riverbed? Chapter 29: Final Reflection: Filling Your Mind with Truth 1:41:02 1 hour, 41 minutes, 2 seconds It better be truth. Sync to video time